Mind, Body and Soul:
An Inquiry into the Spiritual Deraillments of Modern Life



by Ron Puhek


1. Life, Knowledge, and Spirit

When, in his Metaphysics, Aristotle reviews his notion of the elements that go into an explanation of something (usually called the "four causes"), he describes the first and "primary factor" as "a thing's" essential character or "what it means to be that thing." (p. 9) It is this first, most fundamental and spontaneous question that generates the core problem of knowledge and forces us to turn to the metaphysical for a solution.

The issue is that the "essential character" of anything does not belong to it but is produced out of its relationship with other things. More precisely we have to say that the thing itself arises out of relationship since it is the relationship that constitutes its "essential character." Children may ask you to explain an apple. You say that it (its "essential character") is a "fruit." This essential character is not independent but dependent. All the meanings of fruit such as, "it comes from a plant," "it is part of the plant's reproduction process," "it is food for birds," are relational. Each of them is a way "it" relates to some other thing. The essential character of the apple is relative. It gains its being out of the pattern of relationships it passes through.

All things that exist to us, both in being and in knowledge, are relative to us. We only realize and know things where they live in relationship to us. What relates to us in no way has no being to us. We cannot know it. It does not exist. We may say that the "essential character" of a shoe is "footwear," a shoe is no longer a shoe when you cannot wear it. It loses its being or dies. Both its being and its non-being or death are relative to us. It can be no other way. From our perspective, we are the standard that creates the world. We are the absolute. Lest we become arrogant in our power, however, we must remember that we are also relative to others. Our relationship to them makes us what we are. Only after we ourselves come into being out of relationship, can we know things.

Despite all this relativity of knowledge and being, we must avoid the temptation of the twentieth century. We must not assert absolute relativism. Not only is that assertion a logical absurdity, it is experientially invalid. Truth does force us to conclude that all things are relative. This conclusion gives every sign of affirming the contradiction that "all things are relative except the statement that all things are relative." The contradiction is resolvable, however, if you treat it as a paradox that drives your mind beyond the context it was in before. Then you can understand that, while all things, all beings, are relative, the absolute they relate to stands outside things and beyond being. It resides not in "non-being," which is only the negation of being and depends on it for its existence, but in absolute no-thingness.

The first point where you can gain access to the absolute, to the standard, from where all things take their being, is the relationship itself. This "relationship" is metaphysical. You experience it only when you stop "being," when you "die," or when you no longer live and see from the perspective of your being a thing. Then, of course, you will no longer live in "the world" of things nor will you see other "things."

Before we can explore the foundations of knowledge any further, we must embark on the shakiest part of our enterprise. The quality of your life and your knowledge depends upon the quality of knowledge of your relationship with the world. The first awkwardness is dealing with the feat of imagination that you need to perform if you are to learn how to expand your knowledge so you can live better. You need to suspend the impression that "you" enter into relationship with "things." This is because the relationship is prior to "you" and to "things." You come into existence out of relationship. You are the creation of relationship. What you need to do next is to find some way of characterizing the relationship because here ordinary language fails. Despite this failure, I press on, first, in the knowledge that even as I write using mere words, my consciousness remains grounded outside of language and, second, in the hope that as you read these words yours will be too.

Relationship is both connection and disconnection. This is so for the relation of existence as well as for the relations of knowledge. Using ordinary terminology, but using it to represent experience, you can call the fundamental relationship in existence "physical." Connection and disconnection are going on in the simple processes of your eating and breathing and even in the simpler processes of erosion and accretion of rock. In ordinary contemporary life, we break down the basic relatedness that constitute our perceptions into two fundamental kinds: the sensuous and the emotional. You can create the distinction between them only after the relatedness of life physically has proceeded so far that you have come into being as a thing. That is when you have become self-conscious. You are then an object or thing to your consciousness. Emotions represent your contact with the world through the inner organs of sensitivity (heart, stomach, overall flesh) that you have separated from what you experience through your outer organs of sensitivity (eyes, ears, nose, skin). Even this separation between the two realms of sensitivity was a product of life relatedness and developed historically. It was not something the human race was born with.

The third attribute of knowledge-relatedness today is mental. You do not just sense and feel, you feel and see things. Things seen and felt are constructs you build out of the constant flow of input of your senses using mental artifacts. You "see" neither "tree" nor "apple" with your eyes. You "feel" neither joy nor sorrow with your unaided heart. Mind creates what you see and feel using concepts and names. Out of the processes of living your mind develops the powers to conceive and to name life. The development, however, takes two opposite directions. Both our life and our knowledge can be organized and directed by the many things we create. In your relationship to them, you become a thing to them and to yourself. Your relationships to other people then become also only "thing" relationships.

Thing relationships are paradoxical. Their organization is inherently disorganizing. Their integration is disintegrating. Under their influence, relationship fragments and becomes a discrete series of relationships. Each is different. Each is colored by the different "thing" we have construction out of one part of our fragmented relationship with the world. Our very love relationships with each other generate tension and estrangement. Our own being disintegrates because of the very "thing" principles we adopted to establish integration. Disharmony rules in our selves, our social relationships, and our relationships with nature. Unhappiness and death reign supreme. In the end, our very presence disturbs and endangers the very earth.

All this happens when mind looks down upon its own children, the things it created, and seeks to preserve them. However, mind also can look up. Mind makes the physical relationship sensuously and emotionally conscious by the concepts and names only to lose itself in the process. This happens when it takes the artificial "things" it created to be not artificial but real. Then it lets the "real world" rule it. Mind, however, can actualize and allow to develop the other side of physical relationship. It can guide your very senses and feelings and what you sense and feel to the no-thing so they return to the creative source, in the relatedness itself. This fourth aspect of knowledge is the spiritual one.

Thus, there are four aspects of the knowing relationship: the sensuous, the emotional, the mental, and the spiritual. Their genesis, both in individual life and in the life of the human race, arises in layers: first, the physical, next, the division into sensual and emotional made possible with the emergence of the mental, and finally, the pinnacle of development, the spiritual. What develops at the end--the spirit--was not there at the beginning. It always was there but was lost, concealed, and had to be revealed and developed. The no-thing was there at the beginning. It is the ground and inspiration of the somethings. The somethings appear to replace it. Because of their presence (because of the presence of things), time and change emerged. Thus, what was, is now gone or lost. However, the loss that takes place in time and space is only a loss of things. It is only from the perspective of yourself as a thing that death, "non-being," or the negation of your being is absolute. Beneath being and non-being, life and death, rests the eternal no-thing, untouched by time and space. From nothing all things come. To nothing all things go.

In our normal condition, our knowledge rules us. You live by what you see as real and good. To see only "things" is to be trapped in a cycle of death and disintegration. Individuals and whole societies that see only things are terrorized by the threat of their loss (death) and suffer from disintegration (crime, war, disorder). Disharmony reigns within and without. The nurturing of the human, the preservation of human life, and saving the planet earth require that we nurture BD؆ 0,/ Big BiggieHD O `]/] (our physical relationships to it) have become desperate. We are lost in infinity. It is an infinity of endlessly seeking to know more and more things (to know them through our senses and our feelings). It is an infinity of ceaseless attraction to the spectacles we call entertainment and to the investigation of things we call science. Physically, we are driven to consume more and more, but so unsatisfying is our relationship with all the things we consume that we sicken ourselves with gluttony. We maintain the gluttony and avoid the symptoms of its sickness by making the things we consume consist less of reality and more of appearance. Gluttony has less and less of a fattening and so bad impact on our bodies because we eat "food" that is not food and has no nutritive value. Because the fake food takes more resources to produce, we are consuming the planet and the universe in our madness.

This insatiable hunger is spiritual. Physically, sensuously, and emotionally we are starving in our excess. What we are seeking through physical, sensuous, and emotional "things" they cannot give us. Our minds must turn from things below and toward the no-thing above. When this happens then the physical, sensuous, and emotional relatedness is redeemed and the world is saved.

The error that has made us reject the spiritual and cling to our empty illusions is the notion that to adopt a spiritual path and attain a state of transcendence over the world would mean we would have to abandon physicalness, sensuousness, or sentiment. That is not so. Spiritual transcendence is instead their elevation and their liberation from the lies of mentally-devised "things." Moreover, the emergence of the spiritual is not the abandonment of the mental. It is only by virtue of the mental that the spiritual can come to the other three.

How is it possible to improve our knowledge and through it save our lives? The first step today is to become "unraveled" or "unwrapped." We need to lose the sense of "things." The strong impression that they exist absolutely is due to how much we have allowed mental phenomenon such as concepts and names to "wrap" the physical, sensuous, and emotional relationship. Either grace or effort can bring about the "unravelling." It is not hard to release the senses, the feelings, and the patterns of life from the order the mind imposes on them. In fact, it happens constantly. It is the primary function of vacations, entertainments, sports, travel, and all kinds of mind and mood altering drugs. Alone, however, they unravel you only to make it easier for you to get raveled in mind and work again. They ultimately become addictions of the unfulfilled spirit. Playing a sport dis-organizes your life. Watching a sport dis-organizes your knowledge and usually both your senses and feelings. However, that happens only if your everyday organized life is not as a player of sports. Those whose ordinary lives the organization of a sport dominates can only get unraveled elsewhere, either in some other activity such as sex and gambling or in the disorientation induced through alcohol or LSD. What you need instead of mechanical raveling and unraveling is to connect the ordinary relatedness--the activities, sensings, and feelings of everyday ordered existence--to the no-thing.

Connection to the no-thing means you are guided mentally not by things (either seeking them or avoiding their loss) but by nothing. The guidance in the three relationships becomes inner not outer. When you run races guided by the outer "things," it is to score points. When you work, it is to make things or make money. When you are guided by the inner, the no-thing, you run because there is goodness in the running and not because it gives you a big muscle, good feelings, or praise for running faster than someone else.

Only practice at keeping in contact with the no-thing in daily somethings can teach you this kind of relatedness. The practice precedes the knowledge and learning. You practice first and learn later from it. As you start out, you need a master to keep you on the path. This is because in the beginning, you will experience not a sense of the rightness of this path of nothingness, but only the suffering that happens when you stray from it. Suffering is your guide. The positive sense of right direction comes, but only later.

2. Spiritual Derailments

Our physical relationship with the world -- the relationship that is conscious through the senses, the feelings, and the mind -- is a relationship that longs for its fulfillment in the spirit. In our relationships with other things and other people, the value experience that takes the forms of emotional and physical pleasure and pain expresses this call to spirit. Both pleasure and pain summon us to seek and find an upward connection for, and a higher meaning to, the physical dimension of our relationships. However, if our minds are not alert and have not been awakened to the upper, the inner, the spiritual level, then we misunderstand the call. We then misdirect our attention and aspirations (the longing for spirit) into "things." Because these things cannot satisfy it, the spiritual longing becomes a turbulence (Boehme, Chapter 15) or a "bad infinity" of desire (Hegel, p. 207). While this spiritual unrest accounts for the great energy of Western civilization and its ability to defeat all other civilizations either by conquering them or absorbing them, it also accounts for its own disintegration and destructive effect on the health and even the very survival of the planet.

This spiritual derailment, based on the impoverishment and retardation of the spiritual power of knowledge called "mind," takes many forms. The most prevalent today, however, is an unyielding drive to the refinement of things. Once you are caught in investing your spiritual hopes in things, once things inspire ou, this falsified spirit will drive you to pursue both more and better things. Once you are materially rich (and in modern civilization all of us are rich), then you feel you can get what you hanker after only by making the thing better or more perfect as a thing. Spirit energizes you to launch a program of refinement.

This spiritual derailment applies both to others as things and to self as a thing. It can take the form of "home improvement" where refining, renovating, and redecorating keep holding out the promise of spiritual fulfillment they can never deliver. Thus, your task becomes endless or infinite. You cannot get what you are spiritually after so you just keep longing. The longing for the eternal or infinite gets installed in the finite where it can never be fulfilled.

This infinitude of unfulfilled longing need not fix itself on one major thing but can get attached to everything. You can become a "perfectionist," someone who demands the best of everything. Your clothes must be spotless or you discard them. Your children must behave perfectly or you severely criticize them. Wherever derailment occurs, its symptom is obsession. Your obsession may be mild. No one may notice it either because of the mildness or because they share it. Nevertheless, derailment of this sort always appears in some form of obsession.

What you invest your spiritual longing in, of course, need not be what we usually call "things." It can be another person. In an age of spiritual derailment, social obsessions -- obsessions with "objects" of affection -- will abound. When you are under the spell of objects of affection, it is the same as when you are under the power of material objects. You have only two ways of surviving under conditions of spiritual derailment. The first is to persist in working to refine that person. The other happens when you discover the hopelessness of trying to refine your objective relationship with that person. You move on to another. You are obsessed not with one but with many. While it is usually more obvious, to be obsessed with one thing is no worse than beings obsessed with all things. Both varieties of obsession generate violent turbulence. The energy and motion can convince you that your life is rich in spirit, variety, and activity. In fact, when spiritual derailment takes the form of fixation on objects of affection, obsession with one other person is relatively rare. The rule in this case is a series of obsessions with different individuals that parallels the home-owners obsession with new things. The unyielding obsession with one person usually occurs only when you have either been unable to create a relationship with the one you "love" and continue to view them from afar or that person gets disillusioned with and rejects you before you do.

Sometimes the condition of spiritual derailment is extreme and so abnormal that you seek out help from psychotherapists. There can, however, be no "treatment" of, or "cure" for, spiritual derailment without an entire reorientation of the mind away from objects and realities to the higher spiritual ground of no- thingness. That is why ordinary psychotherapy always fails to do anything but conceal the symptoms. Obsession is always a spiritual disorder. You can achieve dramatic changes in even one of its manifestations -- such as giving up an obsessed "love" relationship -- only by establishing some other obsession. The new obsession might be with ending obsessions, for example, or it might mean adopting an altogether different kind of spiritual derailment.

You can also make a faulty investment of aspirations into "objects" or "things" that are different aspects of your self. You can get obsessed with "self-development." This obsession may involve attempts to develop or "refine" your mental, emotional, or physical faculties. One example of mental addiction is endless pursuit of and fleeting pleasure in solving problems or meeting intellectual challenges. It may involve anything from crossword puzzles to theoretical physics. You will find it hard to identify this kind of spiritual derailment as a disease because both to you and others around you, your activity appears either utterly trivial and not something to take seriously or most worthwhile and beneficial to society.

It is important especially for intellectuals -- scientists, artists, writers -- to understand that their work could be a diseased obsession. It is fairly easy for intellectuals to see body-building or house-decorating as sicknesses, even though they may not consider them obsessions let alone as spiritual derailments. When educated in a liberal environment, the intellectuals would "tolerate" such behavior and not criticize it even though they thought it unhealthy.

Body-building is a good example because it can show the essential character of the spiritual derailment that invests higher spirit in objects. The body is the most obvious way that we are a thing to ourselves. Betterment of self to you can look like refining and perfecting the appearance, abilities, or health of your body as a body. In other words, body-building perfects the thing as a thing. Body building reveals most clearly the sure symptoms of spiritual derailment. They include fragmentation and ambivalence. Obsessed body-builders will feel both good and bad about their bodies. They will be repelled and attracted to them. They will consider themselves, at one moment, as the picture of health and beauty and, at the next, the apotheosis of diseased ugliness. In fact, it is only this ambivalence that generates the will to persist in the body-building activity. The disgust for imperfection, which is the call from the spirit of something missing that is unfortunately mis-interpreted in object/thing terms, generates the goal and activity of perfection. The standard followed is not spiritual in the inward sense. Body-builders assume that their inspiration is for a more refined or "healthy" object or that the standard guiding their development is the thing called a "body." Were they ever to achieve a perfect body so that the refinement would be complete, then disillusion and despair would overwhelm them. Since the perfection they seek, however, is not attainable through the body, they may continue their activity endlessly. Their wills are sustained both by the hope that betterment can gradually lead to perfection and by comparison with other bodies in "competition" where nearly everyone involved can feel better than some and worse than others. Bodybuilders can find body-building contests inspirational whether they win or lose. The ambivalence that generates the energy sustains them.

However, the same thing holds true for obsessive relationships to mental powers or to other people. There, too, a condition of extreme ambivalence generates activity. Intellectuals affected by spiritual derailment in the development of their ideas will welcome competitions where they "publish" their ideas either orally at conferences or writing in "learned journals." Interchanges with their colleagues can be as "exciting" as a body-building contest and just as "inspiring."

Spiritual derailment leads you into conflict with the personou are obsessively in love with. It also affects you with ambivalence in your affections. You will not be at peace with yourself in your love. All your relationships with others will be "love-hate" relationships in varying degrees of intensity. You will sense love as a desire for physical unity, but you will fail to find the unity you seek in physical union. You will feel dislike or a desire for disunity but you will not be able to separate yourself from the people you hate. Your disunion will not destroy your unity. Your very desire for distance is their presence when they are not near to you.

Both your love and hate relationships will be impoverished and destructive. Making love will give a merely sensuous or physical pleasure that is as fleeting as the activity. Trying to unify yourself as a thing to another as a thing is ultimately fruitless. Emotional and physical pleasure will last only so long as the attempt still can promise ultimate unification. However, it can maintain that promise only while there is an active interchange or attempt at unification. When the "making" of love ceases, so does the pleasure. You feel a void and a pain.

Genuine fulfillment of the spirit does occur in relationship with things. You should not abandon this relationship but elevate it. When your mind develops and explores the spiritual dimension of the longing for the other so you guide your love making by spiritual goals, then the objects are redeemed. Unity with the other is then absolute and eternal. Love and hate as opposites disappear in the higher attraction. Ambivalence no longer operates as an energy generator. You are free from all obsession. Your sense of others as well as your feelings for them take on an entirely different color or dimension. Their presence is a joy that satisfies, and you can let them depart in peace.

3. Gods and Demons

Among the strangest, most significant and yet most alien notions of the ancient world is that of gods and demons. The rising interest today in the possibility that individuals can be possessed by demons and require exorcism to be freed only underscores the strength of the ancient ideas as well as how far modern science is estranged from them. I propose to explore two aspects of the problem of spiritual entities. They are, first, the meaning of the traditional concepts of gods and demons and, second, the reality of their presence today. Investigating the subject of gods and demons can go far in helping serious thought make peace with certain of those aspects of ancient wisdom it long believed science had superseded as well as with the distorted remnants of that wisdom that are still alive and prospering.

The idea that mind mediates between two realms -- one it creates and one it serves -- can help show the significance of the ancient idea of gods and demons. Our minds establish the first realm, the world of "being," when we gain the ability to let names and concepts dominate our powers of sensation. Only then do we see "things." The world of things we sense and seem to live in is a product of relationship and of concept. This created world distances itself from the other world even though the other world generates the inspiration to create it through concepts and to seek created "things" in it. This inspiration is spiritual. It arises before "things" and from above and beyond them. The religious term for this other realm is "heaven." In the Judaic-Christian tradition the Ultimate, the Absolute, or God dwells in it. Both the ancient Greek and the ancient Christian conceived of "gods" as messengers from Heaven. They were channels of connection between the two realms.

In his investigation of the ancient Greek and Roman worlds, St. Augustine did not accept the notion that these "gods" were really "gods." For a Christian like him there could be only one God. Thus, Augustine did not call the faithful messengers that come to us from Heaven "gods." Instead, he used the traditional Hebrew name "angels." Angels are spiritual powers or forces that carry and communicate the will of Heaven or the will of God. They fly from the world above to the world below. As spiritual forces they are very powerful in human life. They are immortal. In Christianity, angels appear with messages of God's will at the annunciation of both the birth of John the Baptizer to Elizabeth and the birth of Jesus to her "kinswoman," Mary. Augustine did not consider the "gods" of ancient Greece and Rome angels but "demons" or "devils." For him, demons and devils were fallen angels. Therefore, he viewed the religions of Greece and Rome that celebrated them as demonic religions. Much of the early part of is City of God is devoted to citing the evidence that those gods were demonic. He does this by pointing to the disgusting spectacles performed in their names in ancient Greece, their petty love affairs and petulant disregard for justice displayed in the great tragic poems and dramas, and the degrading sexual practices the Romans used in religious ceremonies to honor their gods. (Augustine, pp. 324 & 344)

This notion of the "gods" as message bearers to the human race and as being both good and evil was not unprecedented. Although Augustine's specific terminology had not been prevalent, at least the notions his terms represented were familiar. Plato, for example, in the Symposium (p. 309) talks of Aphrodite, the roman Venus or goddess of love, in two ways. He refers to both "the heavenly Aphrodite" and "the earthly Aphrodite." The one draws us upward, the other downward.

Let's see if we can make sense of the ancient discourses on gods and demons in a way acceptable to a modern mind. To do so, we need to recall two notions (1) the gods (or angels) and demons are spiritual forces so that they are "inner" in the sense that they work directly on the inspiration of our will and (2) they are messengers from the Good (Plato) or God (Judaic Christianity) "within" and "beyond" the world of "things." With the help of these two principles, we may perceive how angels and demons actually do function in life, what they represent, and how, because of insensitivity to them, the modern world has been increasingly ruled by the demonic or fallen angels.

Take the "god" or angel Gabriel who announced to the virgin Mary the birth of her son Jesus. Such an angel is, of course, not a "being" or a "thing" but an experience of a force that is spiritual. Furthermore, you can consider the birth of any child from two different perspectives. From the standpoint of the world of "being" or "things," birth is reproduction of the species. However, from the standpoint of the spirit, birth is the entrance of the spirit into things or the revelation of the inner in the outer. In nearly every instance the anticipation of parents for the birth of their children is spiritual. When you are going through the birthing process from conception through pregnancy to birth, you are inspired.

The problem is that your inspiration can be either angelic (or from the gods) or demonic. Your angel is a "fallen" angel and allied with the Devil or the creator of illusion if you interpret your inspiration to be for the child as a thing. From the standpoint of "things," the life of Jesus was hardly "blessed. From beginning to end it was an utter failure. The basis of this conclusion underscores the difference between the angelic and the demonic. Parents who "love" their children as things do enormous damage to them out of their love. Moreover, they may be so devastated when the child grows up and leaves "home" that they can only find comfort by replacing the child with a cat or dog as a pet. They want a pet whose -- as they put it -- "unconditional love" and complete dependency makes them feel good.

To love your child as a thing is to love the thing you see and feel instead of what actually is there. It is an object your mind has fabricated out of a choice of impressions. Moreover, you did not make the choice. Concepts directed you to it. You want your children to be "good children." That really means you want them to behave according to the concept of a child that is yours and your society's. You want your children to be "successful." That actually means you want them to "get a good job" or "make a good income." The only good you are considering is a relative good -- a good that is generated out of patterns of established relationships and defined by conventional concepts. When they created them in the past, our ancestors originally devised concepts out of inspiration. However, their inspiration, like ours, could have been angelic or demonic. If you do not continue to monitor and judge the created and relative goods using the standard of the absolute good you can know within, on high, and through certain faculties of thought alone, then it does not matter how Heavenly their original source of inspiration was for they will grow demonic. Disconnected from the nothingness as you live and connected only to "things, you will do all in your power to keep your children tied down to the created earth, dependent, and without their own spiritual light.

The Greeks and the Romans saw love, like war, as a god. That is, they considered love a messenger or vehicle of the good in human life. Plato's "heavenly Aphrodite" was the love we receive as a call from on high. The call only came through the other person as an object or a thing. It was not for the person. This call would lead two lovers beyond the personalities they were before to the realization in being of a higher kind of good. By ontrast, his "earthly Aphrodite" was the dimmer side of the messenger of love where you invest your spiritual call of love in the "other" being. The "earthly Aphrodite" is the goddess of love that Augustine disparages as a demon. This demon exacts sacrifices and promises magical rewards. Through potions and incantations, it allows the lover to achieve the "object" of love. To worship at the altar of the "earthly Aphrodite" is not only to worship a "demon" but to generate a demonic love in your life, a love that is endlessly hungry but never fulfilled. The "heavenly Aphrodite" brings peace, unity, and harmony. The "earthly" brings only strife and stress.

In the light of these considerations, we can illustrate how the demon "gods and goddesses" the ancient world identified now rule. Today, we do not believe in gods and goddesses or the forces they represent. Consequently, we almost entirely mis-perceive the spiritual quality of life. This decline in perception began at the end of the medieval period and climaxed in the "Enlightenment." Leading thought of the time either drove the single spiritual force defined and recognized in the West, God in Heaven, outside the world or, at best, saw it as involved in the world only as a punishing ruler rather than a redeemer who preserved the world in its goodness. The angels and devils of the Medieval world lost their reality except to a few sensitive souls who found spiritual forces that they could not deny raging in them and terrorizing them. Even they, however, either rested in total ignorance of the significance of the inner upheavals that made normal life impossible for them or remained absorbed in utterly fantastic misconceptions. In their fantasy, religious frauds gave them images that identified these spiritual forces as "beings" or "things" that the fraudulent spiritual leader could magically exorcise and blot out.

In modern culture, the demonic "earthly Aphrodite" the Greeks identified is one of the fallen angels ruling the world. This is obvious in the case of Eros, the child of Aphrodite and the directly sexual relations that excite and inspire us. Besides Eros, however, and only slightly more subtly, the demons rule the economy, the strategy of advertising, and international relations. The demonic god of war, Mars, rules our international conflicts and Pluto, the demonic god of wealth, dominates our affairs. Indeed, you can see the whole of modern life as inspired by one or more of these demons and the energy of modern life as a whole nothing but a ceaseless battle within and among these demons as to who shall prevail. The demonic goal of our wars, civil and international, victory for the sake of victory which is the perfection of the "thing" called war. The only restraint on Mars when we enter his realm that would preserve us from this demonic goal is Pluto and the plutocratic element of "business" within all of our societies when it sees its riches diminished by the madness of war. The demonic gods rule us. The only reason we accept their rule is that the conflict among them produces an instability that looks, not like the slavery it is, but like freedom it imitates.

Again there is irony in that, while the modern world prides itself so much for having "gone beyond" the ancient world and for its illusion of "progress," it has fallen victim to the old gods and demons it thought it had put aside centuries ago. It is as if the ancient world the modern had abandoned and mocked is exacting its exquisite revenge. The modern mind cast off the very concepts from the ancient world that could help it understand its plight. The old gods, once displaced by the One God of Judaic Christianity and Islam that understood their subordinate function and often rebellious activities, are re-asserting their influence. And this is happening as spiritual ignorance renders us incapable of knowing the One and freeing ourselves from their power. The final irony is that, while their true meaning utterly escapes us, the very names of the old gods are now returning along with the ancient religious ceremonies that celebrated the demons. From covens of witches serving Wicca to scientists who call on us all to return to the worship of mother Gaia (Earth), a veritable clamor of ignorance drowns out our despair.

Let us neither exorcise our demonic inspiration nor yield to it and celebrate its perverse names. Instead, we can use the insight of the two dimensions we live in, that of "things" and that of the "no-thing" to understand the nature of the spiritual power it exercises so that we can return it from its fallen state, its absorption into the world of things, back to its Heavenly home and divine function.

4. Drugs and Spiritual Derailment

The use of mind-altering drugs presents spiritual development with a special problem. While to a limited degree they can advance spiritual growth, drugs also can endanger and stifle it in a particularly noxious way. Ironically, it may be the drugs commonly considered least harmful that pose the greatest threat to the spirit. While still illegal, marijuana meets with general popular toleration if not acceptance. A president of the United States can admit to using it in his youth and still get elected. Marijuana, therefore, stands as a good example of the paradox of the spiritual benefits and dangers of mind-altering drugs.

Marijuana need not interfere with your ordinary life. Most people who use it find they can live in a thoroughly normal way. Like alcohol, however, it can upset the normalcy of life for a minority and cause them serious difficulties adjusting to the real world. Their "breakdown," however, is not necessarily bad. From a spiritual standpoint, the inability to live a normal life can be a blessing. This is because the drug induces the upheaval by interfering with the false spiritual investments that dominate ordinary life.

How it does it do this so that it affects some but not all who take it? In a pure form, the drug does not use up the mental and physical energy you need to live normally. To that extent, it would not interfere with normalcy. However, it may turn your will away from normal concerns so you choose to put more energy into what normal society finds useless and dangerous. Since major spiritual derailments arise from inordinate investments of energy into the objects the world values (everything from acquiring fancy automobiles to having a beautiful body), the drug turns you temporarily or permanently away from "having" and "getting" these things and toward sensuously enjoying the natural beauties that surround you.

Young people are particularly vulnerable to both benefits and curses in this effect. Because most of them have automatically absorbed definitions of what is good and bad (or normal "values") from others, the energy they use in focusing on and for acquiring these good things and avoiding the bad reflects two defects. First, it is directed at goods and bads other than those they themselves know as good and bad. And, second, it steals spiritual energy that does not belong to these objects and displaces it from the realm of spiritual development to the material world.

Normally, when you are aware of it you can deal with this misdirection and theft in two ways. The first -- more common in the past -- is to keep a portion of your spiritual energy free from the world of things and to use it to grow in your knowledge of the immaterial standard of good. Thus, gradually, you could take over the direction of your life and invest attention and energy only of a kind and to a degree appropriate to the things. The second -- more common today -- is to let yourself get drawn more and more into the world of things. When you find things empty and oppressive to the spirit, instead of abandoning them, you respond by going after them all the harder under the illusion that your feelings of emptiness and oppression mean only that you had not yet got enough of them.

A drug like marijuana could stimulate your spiritual growth if you were either already reserving spiritual energy from the world or were willing to pay more attention to the meaning of your unhappiness with things. It could allow you a quicker liberation from the false normal investment of energy in the world of things. However, you could turn even the quick release from the world's illusions into something bad. You could use the drugs as a means to escape from the need to grow spiritually and a crutch supporting a life of mad acquisitions. It would help you break out of the illusions of the world of things but only for brief periods and in a way that did not demand spiritual development.

The chance that this might happen leads us to consider the most serious problem with the use of mind-altering drugs. It is that the experience consumes spiritual energy that you would not, and maybe could not use in normal life. This energy bubbles up and looks superfluous because you cannot use it for any normal purpose. It reserves itself naturally for spiritual growth but drugs give it a way of dissipating itself without contributing to spiritual growth. It takes this pure spiritual energy and invests it, not in things, but in the surface of things and illusions you attach to them. This appearance lacks the substance of things. Moreover, it has a unique quality. It can give you the illusion that it is no-thing or the genuinely pure spirit that the spiritual energy craves. Therefore, instead of advancing your consciousness and conscience, it retards and undermines them both.

Normally when you look at the face of your parent or your friend, you see not just the organized form of a face but, recognizing it, you also see the many meanings that are not visible to your senses but dwell in spirit. You see, for example, also the goodness and care they lavished upon you, your mutual love, and the general relationship you have. All these spiritual meanings and more you developed through, and now hold within, your three spiritual faculties, memory, reason, and will. You gain access to them in the act of recognition. Thus, every specific normal perception you experience -- such as the face of a parent -- encompasses the whole breadth and range of your spiritual knowledge and not just what is in your eyes and the simple form your mind uses to organize the data they gather. The state of this wholeness is what we call "consciousness." Your consciousness is as developed and as deep as the quantity, quality, and depth of what you recognize in every act of perception. Of course, your consciousness is always partly false and limited. You may not have seen in the past a dark side to your parents or your friend. Thus, you see them only in love.

The drug experience shatters the crystal of consciousness. it rips apart the fabric of consciousness where it is weakest. You see only the shape of a face and, instead of holding a firm and faithful pattern of meanings along with it, your mind can attach any other meaning. It may suddenly reveal to you the falseness of your former consciousness and attach ugly meanings to the face, ones that repel you with fear or hate. The benefit in this is the chance it gives you to repair false, and reduce limitations on, consciousness. However, it also spontaneously -- often prompted by the panic of falling through its holes -- stitches together patches of fabric without regard to their proper place. Therefore, it can lead you into greater lies because it gets you to connect to the face meanings that have nothing to do with these people and are utterly divorced from who they are and are to you in actual life.

In any case, the drug draws your spirit to focus on the surface, the face, and on the play of varying meanings your mind can attach to it. To that extent, it drains the specific kind of energy that you need if you are to do the work necessary for actual spiritual growth. Spiritual growth in consciousness would require you, for example, to harmonize all your knowledge of people and be at peace with your actual relationship to them. The complexity of the meanings you now associate with them, however, may overwhelm you and your spiritual capacity. But even worse, whatever special spiritual capacity you have you invest in the amazing experience of the drug. The surface play of masks, instead of growth in consciousness and conscience, attracts your spirit. You stop seeking the higher good that unifies your understanding and your life and you dwell in continuing fascination with what you see under the influence of the drug.

If you are young, you are particularly at risk when you use the drug experience to escape the banalities and falseness of normal life and to adventure into free floating imagery long enough. This is because of two things. First, you are unlikely as a youth to have developed the spiritual capacity and methods you need if you are to deal with unifying the complexity of the valid information that is flowing in at you. Even if you have a naturally brilliant mind, you can capture only part of it and you have only the distorted categories of rationalist theories modern psychology and science have provided to rely on. Second, regular and heavy use of the drug actually causes spiritual energy to increase. It develops your spiritual energy without developing your spiritual abilities. Thus, you get into a bind of increasing spiritual energy that has nowhere to go except into deeper escape or into the frustrating and suffocating channels of scientific-psychological theories. Moreover, you may actually impress others with "insights" you connect with these theories and with the "depths" of your understanding of them. You are likely to fall into pursuing more intense but empty worldly activities when off the drugs along with further refinement of the highs you experience when on the drug. Once this happens, you are on the road to disaster. Only intervention from above and outside can save you. A grace or a gift will come, but the chances that you will accept it are not good.

The upshot of all this is that mind-altering drugs are very dangerous, particularly to those who would otherwise have the best chance for spiritual development. These include those who are most emotionally, sensuously, and intellectually alert. None are in greater danger than those who are awake in all three ways. Those who are primarily visually sensitive, minor artists, for example, might use the drug to loosen the hold of old images and to stimulate and enrich the ones they then portray in their artistic medium. A film director might endlessly praise marijuana for stimulating his "creative" powers. It gives him, he says, a gold mind of visual images to re-produce on the screen. When the critics praise as a masterpiece the film he thus creates, it is not because it is an example of great art but only because of the novelty of the images to them. In this way the drug panders to the ego of the director as well as to the hunger for spiritual diversion in his audience. In both cases the drug not only perpetuates spiritual derailment but also enhances it. The greater the natural genius the individual and the more all three of their sensitivities are in balance, the more the world can appropriate them for its purposes. The flattery of the world for this kind of prostitution of the spirit is one of the hardest temptations for anyone, especially the young and innocent, to survive.

In an age where the young lack spiritual guides, it becomes more important than ever to help them understand, not that drugs are bad and must be avoided, but the paradox of why they can be valuable and dangerous and why they need to avoid indulging in them lightly. Only views that balance the spiritual benefits and dangers can help the young understand the seriousness of drug use. They need to know why drugs can be humanly bad even though they feel that they free them from a normal society they find suffocating to the mind and frustrating to the soul.

5. The Logic of Existence.

We need to change the essential character or form of our individual and social life if we are to "save" or preserve them. We can bring about the needed changes however, only if we can learn to use our minds or our spiritual powers in a new way. We have to overcome twentieth century rationalism. It is hard to conceive of the required changes and even harder to describe them. The words that articulate them must be coherent, but the very faulty principles of reason we are calling into question establish the standard of what is coherent. The flaws in reason infect the standard when you are using reason to judge itself.

Modern logic is based on a fundamental logical rule. We decide what is sound reasoning by that rule. Aristotle articulated it so beautifully over two thousand years ago that he made it appear to be undeniable. In one sense it is undeniable. However, through the way we have applied it and used it in life, we have made of it a deadly error. It is worthwhile to explore the natural ambivalence toward Aristotle's principle: we need both to fully affirm and fully deny it.

Ironically, this rule rejects ambivalence. It proclaims that you cannot logically both affirm and deny the same thing. To identify the human as one kind of being (rational, for example) logically precludes the opposite (non-rational). Were I required to define the human being, however, I would choose to use the ancient notion and say that the "human being is the coinciding of the highest number of opposites become conscious." To assert this definition of the human is logically to reject the notion that the human being can be other than the coinciding of opposites. Using it, you seem to accept Aristotle's idea that the choice of one position rejects its opposite. Nevertheless, this definition actually raises a serious challenge to the principle for the principle of logic that stipulates that ascribing opposites such as "white" and "non- white" to the same thing is illogical. The issue should be obvious. By using this definition, you are asserting about humans both a specific characteristic and its opposite. Thus, if your affirm "male," you must affirm "female." If you affirm "animal" then you must also affirm "non-animal." Most interesting of all, if you affirm "two-legged," you must make room for the possibility of the contrary, "four-legged" and "three-legged." The classical metaphysics of Aristotle, however, leads you instead to believe that if you identify the human as "two-legged," then "four-legged" would not be equally possible in the human but instead would be what he calls a "privation" -- a "deprivation" of human reality and an evil.

This point can illustrate an intriguing way of looking at the significance of the riddle of the Sphinx that Oedipus confronted on the way to Memphis (Sophocles): "What goes on four legs in the morning, two legs during the day, and three legs at night?" Oedipus' answer saved him from being consumed by the Sphinx and demonstrated his keen insight as a seeker of knowledge. Once you hear the answer, you say, "Well, that's pretty obvious; what's the big deal in solving that riddle?" Oedipus replied that the solution to the riddle was man. The fact of the matter is that the answer is obvious only after you hear it. Those who can give the correct answer to riddles like this one before they are told it have minds not lost in entrenched assumptions about their own nature. Moreover, for Oedipus the answer is prophetic. He walked, as we all do when children upon four legs -- on our two hands and our two feet we crawled. Then he, like us, walked on two feet. Finally, he walks on three legs -- two feet and a cane. Oedipus actually realizes the wisdom in being that formerly he held merely in knowledge only when blinded at the end of the drama. He can "see" better without his senses than he did when he had them.

All beings, including the human being, partake or are grounded in the infinite. We, though finite, have an infinite core. All the essential characteristics that you can identify are finite. Even the identifying the human as the coinciding of the highest number of opposites refers to a definite number and so is finite. All the terms in the definition are finite. They are conditioned by what you already know. You have a preconceived definition of the meaning of opposites and of the meaning of "coinciding." Any identification is finite and imposes on being a finitude that fails to encompass or to respect fully its infinity. This imposition of the finite also inevitably interferes with freedom. You deny your own freedom when you identify yourself by and live from definitions.

Again, the significance of Oedipus' answer is not that he possesses the knowledge of more than one way to define himself but that he has attained the spiritual freedom that would allow him to come up with novel and potentially unlimited definitions. "No-thingness" is the ground of our essential character. From it all is realized and defined. Ultimately, nothing you can say of anything is absolutely true. All that you say is only relatively true. The standard of truth that is absolute resides in the Nothingness. Just all defined realities are relative, so, too, are all defined values. When you decide to go to Paris, it is only because you first decided that it was good to go to Paris. The good of going to Paris, however, is relative to a certain being that you had already become. Absolute value you could know only directly and in the living impulse to become.

The fundamental flaw in the kind of reasoning dominant today and rooted in Aristotle's rule is that its core consists of two quite different elements that you need to disentangle. You cannot, however, disentangle them neatly because the one is essentially connected to the other. The first of these two elements are "terms" or "names." His notion of pure logic, moreover insists that we think logically when we eliminate contradictions in terms. We can think only if we use words such as "rose," "man," etc. The quality of thought -- its usefulness in life -- depends on the origin of the terms it uses. This origin of terms is their "meaning." The meaning of any name ultimately rests in life experience. Thus, you experience pain and identify the source (where a new aspect of your relatedness has arisen that is different from before) and give it the name "thorn." But the origin of the name "thorn" is relative. First, its reality is based on your value impulse (the pain) to find out what is there. The experience of pain is the product of a relationship and so is relative. Moreover, its reality as thorn is dependent on the flesh that got pierced. An essential aspect of the meaning of "thorn" is its ability to pierce flesh. Consequently, your concepts of "rose" and "self" emerge and develop only relatively -- the meaning of the term "skin" is defined relative to "thorn" and "thorn" is defined as relative to "skin" and both are defined because of "pain."

If your reasoning using the term "thorn" and "skin" is to be fruitful, you must be able to use it in life. The use itself is relative. You draw a logical conclusion about "thorn" and "skin" that you apply to life in reality.

The second element in how we use reason as a way of knowing today is the assumption that the terms used relate to life in one specific way. Aristotle combined a vision of pure logic (the first element we just dealt with that asserts the principle that your logic is sound only when the terms you use in thought have non-contradictory definitions) with an equally valid principle of actual life. This second element is captured in the expressions: "What is, is, and what is not, is not"; "A thing is what it is and is not what it is not"; "A man is a man and is not a non-man"; "A thorn is a thorn and is not a non-thorn." The last two of these statements are based on the erroneous assumption that the names and their meanings that logic uses and are relative, are instead absolute characteristics of actual things existing in the world.

The very act of defining "skin" and "thorn" establishes a subject-object division that you cannot escape whenever you use the terms in the carefully defined way that you must follow when you are being logical. The external "thing" and the internal "thing" are created out of an act of dividing the original living relationship into defined meanings.

The value of using paradox or dialectal logic instead of sticking to the principle of non-contradiction, is that by forcing you to admit the existence of contradictions ("Man is non-man"; "Skin is non-skin") in things once you establish and define them destroys the prison of relative knowledge ordinary logic locks you up in. The dialectic method of philosophers such as Socrates and the way Eastern and Western "religion" uses paradox to overcome the subject/object division and bring you to the absolute. They deliver you to the ground the relative "names" and terms come from. This ground is the relatedness itself. They also take you back to the experience of good/bad that had impelled you to the act of definition. The dialectical method is not a temporary escape from the terms and named things to an ecstatic state but an approach that transcends the things while recognizing their legitimate place in reality. Dialectics accomplish this, of course, only if you use them properly. You must not turn them into intellectual games of research and destroy. They work only when you risk doubting your own self and the notions you have about your own reality and your own values. Then the work of destruction that is the hallmark of dialectics can have a positive and creative outcome in revealing to you the source of names and the impulse to name. The paradoxes of religion go even farther, however, and can allow you to overcome the relativity of"ÇÉÑÖÜáàâäãåçéèêëíìîïñóòôöõúùûü°¢£§·¶ß®©´¨ÆØ±<>¥µªºæø¿¡¬«» ÀÃÕ­p;-""''÷ÿצ¤<>ff·,"ÂÊÁËÈÍÎÏÌÓÔÒÚÛÙ"°¸" your direct experiences of pain and fear that are there before you name them but still are relative. Dialectics and paradox make possible this creative result because through them you can discover the ground of your being and all the being that is knowable only from within, only in what we have called spirit. It is only when dialectics for you is the practice of death (Socrates definition of philosophy) or religious paradox is for you the acceptance of absolute death or the death of everything (Christ's definition of "the Way") that they lead you to spirit.

"Pure" reason in Aristotle's sense cannot be pure truly because of two things. First, reason uses names that are rooted, however indirectly and abstractly, in life. No name is "a prior" to life although names such as "one" and "two" are prior to the objects known and to the perceptions of them in the senses. Second, the name given is always inspired by a practical motive in the act of naming. A living value always prompts the act of naming. Reason, as a force that can move by itself and for itself alone, does not exist. Any claim to pure reason deserves an absolute critique.

By the same token, practical reason can never be wholly practical. It is always affected by the structures of definition that are peculiar to language and thought in logic. Science and technology can never serve practical life purely. The illusion that science can be made a pure tool of technology and industry is an illusion. It is a dangerous illusion because those scientists who adopt it and those who seek to use them become unaware of the spiritual purposes hidden in "purely practical" pursuits. Once hidden, the spiritual purposes escape judgment. They may be beneficent or malevolent spiritually even though they seem only good practically. Devotion to building a better car can look good to the extent that it serves that purpose. However, the hidden purpose of the spirit that may be seeking to conceal itself from condemnation by hiding itself in "good works" is malevolent. Then the outcome of the "good" activity will invariably be destructive.

We need a new rationalism. It would be one where the mind continues in its scientific activity to look downward through the old logic that accepts names and so deals with relative reality and value but recognizes its limits in all humility and bows down before the superior mind that looks upward through the logic of dialectics and paradox. It would allow itself to be ruled by the mind that confronts the absolute death of all and everything and so is liberated to the higher reaches of the spirit to touch the face of absolute reality and absolute value.

6. Spiritual Movements

All human movement originates in spirit. Every movement of life is inspired. We are spiritual creatures. It is our destiny to live by spirit. This is why great movements always impress us. They are filled with spirit. Filled with the spirit, they reveal human destiny, our destiny, to us. They inspire us. Great movements are, of course, not necessarily good movements. The most inspired movements in the world during the twentieth century have been malevolent and destructive. These movements -- the German Nazis, the Italian Fascists, and the Russian "Communists" -- burn themselves out in the long run, but in the short term, they can be devastating. Movements like them may eventually end human life on earth.

The remaining world-scale social movements today, except for some still-localized, hopelessly impossible anti-modern "fundamentalist" movements, are less inspired. They, therefore, may be less immediately dangerous but also spiritually less hopeful. Three of them, however, are more significant either because of the worldwide breadth of their impact or because of the strength of their inspiration: the movement to social integration represented by Europe, the movement of progress represented by Japan and China, and the "green" or ecological movement. It is not, however, clear whether any of these are leading the way to the birth of a new world and a new world order.

What we need to preserve, let alone advance, human life on earth is a lift and shift in spirit. These three movements instill hope for the future because they manifest spirit. Whether they will give birth to the new way we need, however, depends not just on the quantity of spiritual investment in life but its quality. While they have positive energy, neither the movement in Europe nor the energy of Japan and China represent a new spirit. Japan and China represent not the wave of the future but the last gasp of the past. The constitute the Eastern equivalent of the enterprising energy that transformed the nineteenth century West. Because it arrived later and more abruptly in the Far East, the contrast with the exhausted West gave the impression that it was something new. Moreover, both the great energy as well as the great success of Japan and China were possible only because even at this late date they could tap into an ancient heritage. Generation after generation back into the ancient past had built a huge warehouse of spiritual energy. By investing it in material progress, Japan and China temporarily could boost their growth until they use it up. China and Japan only look different from the nineteenth century West because the ancient heritage they are using up was different from the West's and because the Western economic form they are adopting involves a later-developed technology than the nineteenth century industrial machine that ruled the West.

The movement to unify Europe, moreover, is not so different from the federal and confederal movements that established the United States and, for a time, the Soviet Union. It's inspiration is internal economic needs and external competition. It suffers from obstacles of nationalism and "cultural" differences that have not yet wholly disappeared. Neither Europe nor Japan represent a reformation of the essential character of established life. They do stand for changes but ones that involve only an modification of the basic form already in place. They are not ultimately creative because they are rooted in things rather than in the source of true creativity, the Nothingness.

The ecological movement, however, is different. It presents itself as a challenge to the essential character of established life. It warns us explicitly that individuals and societies cannot continue to live as they have. They can no longer consume blindly without regard for the impact on the rest of the earth. Their industries can no longer follow the profit motive but must accept a standard that serves the well-being of the earth. The changes this movement aspires to are indeed radical and its ideals are indeed inspirational -- nothing less than saving life on earth. Nevertheless, unless the nature of the movement changes, it is doomed to fall short of the salvation it aspires to deliver.

The case of the ecological movement is important because it can illustrate how fundamental is the spiritual disease the modern world suffers from. It is not so much an affliction represented by the goals of the movement. That we need what it aspires to, as we need what Japan and Europe aspire to, is obvious to almost everyone today. Some who participate in this movement are not motivated by their positive attraction to the beauty of an earth less spoiled than it is. Hardly anyone, however, is not motivated by the threat of an earth damaged and destroyed. The flaws in the ecological movement that make it an affliction of the spirit rest in how it perpetuates the errors in the current way we exercise our spiritual powers. The problem is in how it uses these powers and not only in the goal it directs them towards. Since the seat of our spiritual powers is the mind, the flaws that are embedded in them affect all our reasoning, all our sensing, and all our feeling. Once your mind defines the good in terms of things, then what you think about as real and good, what you see, and what you feel will all be spiritual derailments that place the absolute Nothingness of pure spirit into the somethings your mind creates. Instead you need first to know the Good as rooted in Nothingness and, second, to explore it by taking the concepts of good and real things you live by dialectically and paradoxically to that Nothingness. Our spiritual powers make us different from other animals because of our sense of things. Unlike them, we seek not only to gather enough food to satisfy our hunger. Instead, once we are filled, we seek more for tomorrow. This way of seeing our good in the things rather than in the experience of satisfaction can make us endlessly greedy. (Niebuhr) You see food, you long for it, you work for it even though you are so overweight you can hardly move.

What follows is not a condemnation of the ecological movement but a loving attempt to correct its spiritual failures. This movement, of all that are now visible and operating, appears to hold out the highest hope of the spiritual transformation that will alter our essential character in ways that are capable of achieving the goals we all recognize we need to reach today.

While all movements have a spiritual basis, one of the great values of the ecological movement is that it is becoming self-conscious of its spiritual basis and, therefore, may be ready to explore it. It is not surprising that one of the most well-known of ecologists who are investigating the realm of spirit in the movement is a member of a religious order. Father Thomas Berry is one of the most eloquent and famous of those who have captured the spiritual meaning of the ecological movement. Because in such movements there are always a great variety of participants and backers with hugely different motives and perspectives and because it is very hard and unfair to characterize and criticize in the same way even all with similar motives and perspectives, I will focus on him.

While it is not surprising that a monk and a priest should have spiritual concerns, it is surprising that Berry puts himself in opposition to the very religious tradition that gave him birth. He not only criticizes effectively the Church's role in contributing to, rather than fighting, the devastation of the earth, but also appears to reject the essential religious practice of the Judaic-Christians that focuses on attachment to a transcendent God (Berry). In place of a "father" or parental God, moreover, Berry would return to what the Church has identified as pagan, to the goddess Gaia and to the ways of inspiration of the Native American Indians. There is something worthy for a Church to gain by returning to refresh its insight not only to its own historical roots but to the alternative forms that accompany it and precede it historically. Moreover, the inspiration of the concrete human being that is need today to build the essentially new character we need today can come from anywhere. Reaching back to the ancient inspiration for today's obsolete character is an invalu able technique for acquiring the new. However, what matters most is not that you use the past but how you use it.

A more serious issue is Berry's tendency to invest spirit in things. Of course, it always sounds better, even to the outworn contemporary essential character, to appeal to the more-encompassing rather than to the narrower. On the physical level, it usually sounds more moral to seek money for your family instead of for yourself. A program of activism that serves the earth and even the cosmos, beyond all nations, always looks most noble. On the social level, for you to strive to get basic survival food for all looks more moral than advocating starvation for many and luxury for a few. Moreover, it is a mark of a higher spiritual perspective to encompass and bring peace and harmony to the largest number of different things. At any rate, the notion that the larger area the standard of good serves the better it is is embedded in our established essential character. This is why ecology's claim that we must become "geocentric" rather than "anthropocentric" resonates with us. The earth-centered ethic extends the older moral idea that preferred the "anthropocentric" to the "egocentric."

Whatever the specific formulation, however, all these claims want you to invest spirit in some "things." Whether the thing is a great thing or a small thing is less significant than the fact that it is a thing. The whole always feels closer to the One than any part or parts when the context of your focus is the realm of things. However, the all or the single part of the all can be equally close to or distant from the One in spiritual terms. The Biblical "You shall not place alien gods before me" is violated not only when you place your ego above the One but also when you place the cosmos or the earth above the One. In fact, deifying the larger or the whole is more deceptive a sin because it is harder to see the betrayal of the One when you are sacrificing your egotistical or "anthropocentric" good for the good of all. In the end, this kind of Pan-theism is the only serious threat to the One of Nothingness.

Without the transcendent One, moreover, all that ecology seeks to overcome returns to haunt it. First, where ecology rejects "anthropocentrism," it ends up asserting an anthropocentrism in its very rejection of it. Not being aware of this, its anthropocentrism is more dangerous. Every vision of the cosmos or the earth or even a "dream of the earth itself" (Berry), is a human viewpoint. Because it is the assertion of a human being, "geo-centrism" is only another, more concealed, form of anthropocentrism. The only way that any viewpoint can be other than anthropocentric is if it shows how to connect with a realm that transcends the person. However, every verbal and intellectual formulation is of human manufacture. Only by developing powers of gaining access to absolute Nothingness can you find a way out of anthropocentrism. When you defend these so that you make contact with the No-thing, then every expression, even an "egocentric" one that affirms the human being as the center of the universe, over comes anthropocentrism.

Ecology's problem is the same as the one certain expressions of feminism ran into a few years ago. This flaw endangered feminism and contributed to its decline. Most justly, this feminism first attacked male domination as "patriarchy" or "patrism" and held that a feminist perspective was a necessary corrective. Then it decided that you could not be a true feminist if you were a man so that it turned separatist. However, since the separate feminist group could not exist except by separating, that is, by defining itself on the basis of being different from the masculine, it itself was tainted by the masculine. Having nowhere else to go for inspiration, it deflated spiritually. Its survival and recurrence have depended on its ability to discover a transcendent nothing beyond the somethings of male an female that any human being could attain, whether male or female. The surviving and prospering elements of the feminist movement have found at least some shreds of such a transcended perspective.

The ecology movement is implicated in a still more severe and constricting kind of blind anthropocentrism as well. This anthropocentrism reflects itself both in the overall attitude of the mind and in the specific ego of the individual ecologist. Because the "geocentric" position is devised and defined by human minds, it is anthropocentric. Moreover, because it is personal and admitted by individuals, it becomes egocentric. A "traditional male" may subordinate his interests to those of his family and appear to himself and others to have overcome egoism when in truth he has made his family part of his identity and so, in serving it, he serves his ego. His ego is invested in being "a good provider." What may look like self-sacrifice is, in fact, selfishness of the worst and most insidious kind. You can never be certain that any spirited expression of good, even the commitment to the good of the "family," is not egocentric without using a standard from above to assess it.

But the case of ecology is special. That is because of its goal of preservation. It seeks to preserve or save the earth. Its greatest fear is that if we keep living as we have, we will destroy the earth. The goal of the movement is to save the world. This is so even if not all of those involved in it openly take on the mantel of "saviors" of the world or, more modestly, of "saviors" of "endangered species." Saving life looks like a thoroughly noble goal. However, it can be motivated by a negative spiritualization, by an investment and loss of spirit in "things." The positive forms of spiritual derailment happen when you take the inspiration that leads you to create things and make yourself see these things as if they were ultimate goods. The negative form of spiritual derailment is when you fear losing them. However, both the negative and positive spiritual derailments in the realm of "external" things are only reflections of a prior and more devastating pair of derailments in the realm of "internal" things.

The fundamental positive derailment is when you want to be a thing -- a man, a millionaire, a good person, a biologist. The fundamental negative derailment is when you work to avoid the loss of the thing you have become -- that you have lost your spirit to. This is the malignant form of the fear of death. A displaced fear of death can be the basis of your desire to preserve the world of external things including the whole earth itself. All things die, including yourself as a thing. The healthy wish to live is rooted in absolute spirit not in the thing. When it gets invested in the survival of self as thing or other as thing, it becomes a disease and is itself death dealing.

The essence of the Christian message is embedded in Christ's words that it is in the attempt to preserve thing-life that death comes while it is in accepting the death of ourselves as things that life comes. Life comes to the person who is grounded in the timeless Nothingness of pure spirit.

The Gaia of ecologists like Berry constitutes a regressive spirituality. It deifies the false goddess, the demon, earth. Likewise, it deifies the demon-god Pan (the All). The ecological movement needs to regain what it has abandoned, the Uncreated message-sender who stands above the angelic messengers like Gaia and Pan and whose presence alone assures we will not demonize them.

The One is found in the realm of pure Spirit. Movements themselves have an unfortunate tendency to pretend that they embody the One. Subsequently, humble acolytes submit themselves to the deified movement. However, in the very humility of affirming their subordination to it, become the most malevolent of creatures. In this they are not representatives of the new essential human character needed for our survival, but the last and most deceived and deceiving representatives of the old order. As such, they are no real threat to the dominant political, economic, and individual forces that are enemies to the earth's survival.

7. Spiritual Alternatives

In the realm of spirit, we inhabit three realms and may reach a fourth. There are three dimensions to the natural life of the spirit. They are the earth (the elemental), the animal (the animate), and the world (the social). Our ancient ancestors knew of at least two of the spiritual dimensions that are independent from the world and our social role and ego: the earth spirit and the animal spirit. Besides these three natural spiritual dimensions, there is a fourth spiritual dimension that is not natural and belongs to us alone on earth. This is the dimension of pure spirit. It was largely unknown in our earliest ancestors that we participated in this spirit as well. They thought of it usually as utterly beyond us just as it was beyond the earth and any other animal. Some of them referred to it as wholly above and beyond us--the Great Spirit.

The earth spirit is elemental. It is not the realm of the world. The "world" refers to the social realm where spirit has been invested in the products of human creation. The world is the realm of the fleshy spirit or ego. The world and the flesh are both fallen realms because they are natural and animal spirit that has been mixed with matter or spirit that we have named and categorized. The world is the realm of objects of human perception and rational thought. They are "things." The spirit they draw out of us is also a thing. The more we involve ourselves with things of the world, the more we become worldly, the more we invest spirit in them and so are fallen ourselves.

The earth spirit is the realm of the four elements. These elemental spiritual realms are earth, water, wind, & fire. We each participate in all four of them, but one or two are usually stronger in different of us. Water nymphs, earth elves, fire sprites are variations of forces that affect us on this level. Each of us is like these elements. Their influence is independent of the world and its ego.

More important in distinguishing among us and maintaining our independence from social forms and roles, however, is our animal spirit. Just as there are more animals than elements, so too are there vastly more animal spirits possible for us. They therefore can be a more precise indicator of our special nature and character. Each of us "has" a principle animal spirit. Few of us know this and fewer still, know which animal it is. In the more sophisticated of our ancestral tribes, each member had a ritual name associated with a particular animal spirit. Sometimes an elder gave you a name; other times you discovered it for yourself as the outcome of a quest. This animal spirit name was sacred and was never revealed to anyone who might become an enemy. Sometimes your whole extended family knew your name, but often you gave it only to select friends or blood brothers, and sometimes you kept it entirely to yourself.

This secrecy was necessary because others could gain great power over you if they knew your animal spirit name. It represented what you were at a deep level. Even today, we can recognize how animal names attributed to certain people evoke special characteristics such as the names "Little Beaver," "Deer Woman," "Big Elk." The spirit name was not just a label or even a family identification but represented essential aspects of your character or soul. Because it represented so much of your true nature, enemies bent on manipulating you could gain much power over you by knowing it. They could control you "magically" and through a knowledge that went beyond the crudenesses and rational categories of modern psychology.

Your animal spirit inhabited you in this life. It was that part of your spirit you invested in and was created by your existence on the earth as an animal. It was your "anima" or "animus." This Latin term is the origin of the English word "animal." In the original Latin, it meant "soul." It is your earthly self or soul. It is not your highest spirit nor the spirit connected with the "Great Spirit" or "Holy Spirit." The animal spirit is, therefore, vulnerable to the fallen spirit of this world and to the ego you developed from it. While naturally independent, the elk soul or beaver soul can be marshalled by the forces of society and diverted from its natural animal operations. In Christian terms, left unprotected it is vulnerable to the devil, demons, or fallen angels.

All aspects of the animal spirit are vulnerable to corruption. The world, the flesh (worldly ego), and the devil can capture and marshall in their own service the very best attributes of your animal spirit. One of the nobler animal spirits is the eagle. However, the soaring eagle's finest qualities its sharp vision and the height it soars at the inferior forces can use. For example, the world can take sharp vision and use it to design bombs or to adapt it to pick out categories in other people as defined by psychological science. The ego can adopt the height as a reason for pride and a sense of superiority to others. Once both of these developments happen, the devil can lead the eagle into malevolent ends. These corruptions of the good qualities of the animal spirit are even worse than using the inferior qualities for bad purposes. The eagle spirit's sharp vision, for example, is only far sighted; up close, it cannot see. This lack of seeing is a weakness but one that is more obvious than the corruption of the finer qualities. Similarly, the beaver spirit's fine quality of being a hard worker is worse when it gets directed into the world and dedicated to carefully constructing ovens designed for the extermination of a human racial or ethnic group while the beaver's rapacious destruction of timberland and the eagle's predatory nature are easier to spot as they grow stronger and stronger in you.

It is not a bad thing to know your animal spirit nor to call yourself by a sacred animal name. All kinds of self-knowledge are ultimately good. It is valuable to know as many dimensions of yourself as possible. Kept innocent, your animal spirit can protect you from the corruption of the world. It is, however, bad to place the well-being of your whole soul, unprotected, into the hands of your animal spirit. This would allow not only the descent of your animal spirit into the world you live in but also the capture of your spirit by the world.

This displacement of spirit into the ego that belongs to the world is less a danger for early peoples than it is for moderns who romanticize the ancients and their "religious beliefs." Ancient peoples were devoted to keeping their animal spirit pure from the world. They had elaborate methods and ceremonies of purifying, and they practiced them regularly. They also balanced the attention they paid to their animal spirit with the knowledge that there is a universal or great spirit above it. They were also usually aware that the animal spirt could change as you passed from one incarnation of it into another. It could automatically shift, for example, from peacock to pig. This re-incarnation of the spirit animal was produced by the world and the fleshy ego that was created by the world. Thus, a person performing the role of "lawyer" could practice law first from the motive of peacock pride and later, disillusioned, shift automatically into doing it from the motive of pig money-greed. If your sacred teachings, however, gave you knowledge of the possibility of re- incarnation, it also by that knowledge informed you that you are something higher than any spirit animal. There is a deeper you that passes through any changing incarnations.

The "religions" of the pure spirit are higher. Buddhism and Judaic Christianity, for example, reveal the presence not only of an earthly and an animal spirit within but also of a pure spirit. The Great Spirit of the ancients is the Holy Spirit of Christianity and the Holy Spirit gives birth, when the time is ripe in you, of the manifestation of this pure spirit within you. The Christ is born of the virginal and untouched aspects of the soul. This birth redeems and saves the earth and animal spirits from their loss and corruption in the world.

8. Fate and Freedom

Our essential character as human beings, which is a reflection of the specific kind of relatedness our existence consists of, has two dimensions. One dimension is fate. The other is destiny.

We are fated as human beings to live in the light of a spiritual relationship to existence. While our spiritual powers may be more or less developed, we are fated to exercise -- we cannot avoid using -- them in the process of living. The most basic of these powers is "the word" or names. To be human, we have and must exercise the spiritual power of naming things. Through names we can perceive in them what we cannot see by our senses alone. Moreover, part of what we know of things through names is good and bad in our relationship to them. The goods and bads that we cannot see by means of either our senses or our feelings will still attract us to them.

The act of naming, which is itself an investment of spirit, is what actually constitutes things as things for us. Thus, the whole world of things, including ourselves as things, is a spiritually created world. It exists on a second-level of actuality built on the primary. We should rightly regard knowledge of it, however intricate and complex, as second-level knowledge. All who establish names and teach them to others are creators and parents. They name and teach others from their close or distant, developed or undeveloped, contact with the ultimate spirit, the ultimate parent.

Such is our inescapable fate as human beings.

However, we have as part of our essential character, in addition to a fate we cannot escape if we are to remain human, a destiny as well. That destiny is freedom. Freedom is not our fate. It is not inevitable or necessary. We are not born free. Nevertheless, freedom is the destination we are born with. There is, however, no guarantee that you will ever achieve this destination. You may never fulfill your human destiny. Even if you fail to fulfill it, however, it always remains your destiny. You will always long for it, and you will always suffer when it is absent. The great paradox of the modern world consists in how much we define our era as the era of individual freedom while we actually experience suffering the greatest lack of freedom. Today, you may even think yourself to be free while you feel you are not.

One of the many reasons you may fail to achieve your destiny is that you lack an adequate concept of freedom. The name "freedom" given us from today's culture is not adequate. When you apply this name to your longing, it will not capture its reality. You give an aspect of your life spiritual meaning when you name it. It takes on a spiritual aspect by virtue of your exercise of your spiritual power to name. It gains the state of "reality" (or "thingness") and its spiritual character when you name it. However, you determine the quality of its spiritual aspect by the quality of the name you give it. The quality of the name will depend on the development, not merely the exercise of, your spiritual power. For example, there are at least three quite different kinds of names. One has a specific and clear definition, the second has many and even contrary definitions, and the third cannot be defined precisely. A "ruler" has a specific and clear definition, twelve inches, as does a stop sign that signals "cease motion." But "death" can have contradictory meanings. It can be defined as "the end of life" but also as "the beginning of life." Similarly, many of us use the name "love" in ways that are meaningful even if we cannot fully define it.

You can conceive of the name "freedom" in terms of any of the three kinds of meaning. If "freedom" means to you something clear and specific such as "doing what you want," then it inspires you to pursue doing what you want. However, if you persist long enough in this pursuit, you will end not in freedom but in slavery. Your spiritual development would entail your confronting the contradicting proposition that "freedom is not doing what you want." Finally, your spiritual powers would begin to reach their highest development when you cannot find other words adequate to define "freedom" while the word itself and how you apply it is rich in meaning to you.

To achieve our destiny, we need to develop our spiritual powers in the fashion represented by these three kinds of meanings for the name "freedom:" a defined thing, a confusions of contradictions, and an undefinable. How things themselves look to us changes as the quality of our names grows. Our relationship to these things (the second-level relationship in life) also grows and improves as we develop.

What is known as the philosophy of "realism" is a derailment of the spirit. It openly proclaims that things ("res" from the Latin "things") are ultimately actual and that the best way of living is being guided by them. Realism is the investment of spirit in the things we have created by naming them. But more than that, realism is the view that we do not create things by naming them but they are given to us as things by our senses. This is patently an illusion.

I have already explored how the derailment of the spirit leads directly to human suffering in the sense that nothing acquired can fulfill the hunger so that in acquiring it, you either fall into despair of things or into addiction to them. It is not, however, just the person, the subject, who suffers under this derailment but also the things, the objects, themselves.

We generate a common problem once we act in the realm of things because we then need to separate means and ends. The actual end is always spiritual or transcendent of things. Now, however, one thing becomes the end -- the one you have invested your spirit in -- and others become the means. In its purest version, a means is something you care about not at all for itself but only for what of your goal it will gain for you. Your mis-understood goal can be almost purely spiritual and yet your pursuit of it can produce horrible material destruction. Money, although it sounds like the most "material" of goals, is, in fact, the most spiritual. That is to say there is less to be gained by the money itself than nearly any other thing we aspire to. You long for money because it is power. It is the power to gain any "thing" your heart desires. As such, it is the highest and most insidious material derailment of spirit. It loses itself not in one thing but in all things, not in any specific thing or list of things but in things not yet even conceived of. Money is not evil, but your investment of spirit in it is.

Where money is the ruling value and goal, everything else you do becomes a means to gaining it. That is why both the struggle to acquire money and its use constitute an enslavement. You do things for money that you would never do, things you hate to do. Thus, you know you are enslaved. However, once you acquire the money, then you do things with it that feel pleasurable. Pleasure gives you the illusion that you are free. However, the only reason you long to do these things -- take vacations, have fun -- is to kill the pain of the consciousness and residue of suffering that your enslavement to money causes you. To that extent, you are a slave to the things you hate to do not just when you are doing them but also when you enjoy escaping from them. They are your ruler both in the doing and the avoidance.

The lowest level of spiritual development reflected in the things themselves is "utility." You build a house so that you can have a place to live. It is not, of course, the building process itself that inspires you. Your building activity is merely a means to the goal you have invested your energy and excitement, your "libido," in. It should be easy to see how the quality of your work and of your actual house will always be flawed to the extent that spirit is not invested in the things you do -- the activity itself -- but only in the product.

As you invest spirit in more and more purely spiritual things, both the quality of your experience and the quality of the things improves. If your motive is "beauty," for example, rather than "beautiful things" (Plato's distinction, Republic, p. 739), then the things you do serving beauty become infused with your inspiration and your activity is inspired. At the highest level of spiritual development, you gain names that take on a quality of pure spirit. You invest in "the good itself" as opposed to any "good things." Then, whenever you are acting it is in the name of this spiritual standard. This achievement is the essence of freedom: to be involved in the created world of things but to always be motivated by the No-thing. This makes your life constantly intense and exciting whatever thing you are doing and the things you accomplish themselves gain quality. You overcome the separation of things into means and ends. Things may remain as means to other things, but your motive is not the other thing but utterly above things in the good itself. This is the attainment of freedom and the fulfillment of human destiny.

Human existence is inevitably entwined in two realms, the realm of pure spirit (the uncreated, the thingless, the No-thing), on the one hand, and things (the investment of spirit through names, the created realm), on the other. That is our fate. Our destiny is to develop our spiritual powers so that we remain fully connected to both realms. This means, not that you depart from "this world" of things, but that you live in it fully and richly. You care for it and are taken care of by it, but your ultimate motive is the purely spiritual. This destiny is not a stopping place but instead a way of living. Our destiny lies in the midst of existence. When you get "caught up" in the derailed investment and loss of spirit in a thing, you suffer either in feeling bad or in the fact that your activities are bearing poor fruit, you allow the suffering to drive you to disillusionment with the investment in things, and, finally, you permit it to lead you back to the ground in Nothingness. You can accomplish this at least partially through a spiritual development that allows you to acquire names whose meanings are contradictory and inexpressible. The practice of living the connection is properly called "religion," which literally means "linking back." The names we develop in our minds (the realm of spirit and spiritual development) are properly called "symbols," which is the language of myth just as myth is the essential method of thinking religion must use.

The major contemporary misconception of freedom is that freedom is the ability or power to acquire things without external limit -- to "appropriate" or make our "own" whatever we will. The error in this is double. First, your spiritual longing can never be fulfilled by the external acquiring of anything or anybody. You can never find the value or good you aspire to in created things. Second, you cannot make "things" your own as long as they remain things. Freedom cannot be a characteristic of what we have but only of how we live. As a quality of life, freedom is the life of the spirit led in the midst of things. It recognizes the actual essence of things as creations of "spirit" in the form of names. It stays with the spirit and returns to it.

9. The Absolute Other

To submit to the relative other (other things, other people, other that is relative to yourself) is to be slave. To submit to the Absolute Other (No-thing, pure spirit, the One, the Self) is to be free. Freedom is not the refusal to submit the created self (ego, subject, or the self as thing) to the uncreated. Freedom is the refusal to submit to other creatures (other things and other people) combined with willingness to submit the created self to the Creator.

The Absolute Other is not truly other. Only the relative other is other. The only genuine other is the one the division into "things" creates as other. This creation requires as its essence the division of all things from yourself as a thing. The outcome is the seemingly adamantine separation between subject and object and between the subjective and the objective. The Absolute Other is the One that is beyond distinction. Since all that is originates in the One, the Absolute Other, when you return to it, you are through it at one with yourself and all "others."

Being at odds with yourself or "others" is the symptom and proof that you have not found the One. It is also the goad that negatively inspires you to search further.

When you do find it, you still see "others" as other but only relatively not absolutely so. You recognize that the greatest crime is to regard others not as other, not even as enemies, but to regard them as absolutely other for that is a crime not only against them but against the One that they and you participate in.

Since Sartre regarded God or the One as absolute Being and supreme Object, he found himself both in the play "No Exit" and in Saint Genet caught up in insoluble contradiction. His famous notion that Hell is other people leads to the necessary conclusion that God is Hell since, as Being rather than Nothingness, God is the ultimate Other. In Saint Genet, he poses the ethical dilemma of saintly sacrifice in this way: what ascetics sacrifice they must sacrifice happily and without stress otherwise they are not choosing God above all things. On the other hand, what they sacrifice must be the truly good, the best of the fruits of the earth, to be pleasing to God. If true goods are sacrificed (those that have the fullness of Being), then the servants cannot but suffer severely and will be honored for the suffering; if they suffer severely, it means they have not given themselves wholly to God but are clinging to whatever they sacrificed.

Sacrifice for Sartre has an objective side and a subjective side. Subjectively, it must involve suffering on the part of those who make the sacrifice; otherwise it is not truly a sacrifice. Objectively, it must be pleasing to God. In the sacrifice, three "objects" participate: the object sacrificed, the subject as objective ego, and the supreme Object or God. As long as any one of these are objects, all of them must also be. You can pretend to set yourself up as subject above the estranged objects, but in the end you are object to their subjectivity. You become an object to the fruits of your labor if they are objects to you; you become an object to God if God is an Object or Being to you. Since the ground of all reality is relational, a relation to any object means the reality of both sides is objective. The objects may be very different and in any way save that all will be objects essentially, and the more extensive the relationship, the more objectified all will be.

Sartre does not consider that genuine saintliness transcends objective relationships whether they are called "subjective" or not. Saints overcome all objects and subjects because they overcome all Being in Nothingness. The thing sacrificed is literally "made sacred" by your returning, and returning it, to your mutual ground in Nothingness. The paradox is resolved because sanctity reveals that true good is Nothing. It finds the true good behind visible "things" and so renders "them" valueless so that the saint does not care for them. On the other hand, by finding the ground of Nothingness that inspires and brings them into reality, it "saves" them and elevates them to become most precious. Absolute Nothingness empties all things of their illusory value and fills them with itself. The reconciling "third term" in our "dialectic" of things as valuable and valueless at the same time is Nothingness. As things, they have relative value so that in terms of the Absolute they are valueless. However, when you realize that things are not things and have Nothing behind them, they gain genuine value in the light of the spirit.

All this is why ultimately liberty, equality, and democracy are possible only on a spiritual basis and, moreover, only to the extent that the spirit is grounded in Absolute Nothingness.

The principle and practice of "free speech" in democratic societies and voting and other political liberties that require dialogue are only viable so long as the dialectic involved in the exchange of views brings every position to Nothing and only through Nothing can the sides in dispute be reconciled without "losing."

The eclipse of this Nothing or gradual departure from it dooms human society to either of two undemocratic fates: chaos or the tyranny of "law and order." Where liberty encourages individuals to takes sides, economic, political, and ethical conflict will increase and move society closer and closer to the chaos of paralysis and breakdown. Without genuine reconciliation of opposites, the best that can be developed to counter these is "enforced peace." "Enforced peace" is, of course, not peace at all but rather the temporary attempt to bury the forces of conflict. In the end, this will not work, and eventually they must burst out to produce an even worse chaos.

"Liberty" itself cannot exist among persons who are "things." Each separate thing must struggle for survival against others and either defeat them, be defeated by them, or continue to play the game of conflict. In constant tension, each lies in wait for strength adequate to defeat the opponent.

"Equality" is the severest victim of spiritual decline. It is an entire absurdity without the spirit of Nothingness. As things, humans are utterly unequal. The only equality that things can have is sameness. It is only as spiritual creatures that humans are superior to other creatures, and it is only as spiritual creatures that humans are absolutely equal. Where human spirit invests itself in the derailments of things (self things and others), there inequality must reign.

The clearest objective inequality is between children and adults. Adults are superior, but if the spirit of children in a society is closer to realization of Nothingness, then to that extent those children are superior to their parents. Of course, this is almost never the case since closeness to Nothingness means the closeness of Being or thing to Nothingness. Children may be very close to Nothingness but not as children or not as being something. For example, a child wants a candy bar; the candy bar is a thing or being to the child and the child (as subject) is a thing or being to the candy bar. In this relationship the child is very distant from Nothingness and is enormously derailed spiritually into the things "candy bar" and "sweet taste." Nevertheless, adults who are full of being somebody and something can view children as their salvation because in their negation of being, the absence of development of it in them, children will represent Nothingness to the adults although, all-too- often, adults will interpret their possessive reaction to children as "love" and, unfortunately, will be "inspired" to help the child "grow in being" to become more and more like themselves.

Children who lack being cannot be free in the true sense and cannot be equal in the social sense. Adults who are absorbed in being can be superior in the social sense but not free in the true sense. Both are equal in their lack of spiritual development and equally unfree--although in different ways. Both can be equal as involved in the struggle to develop--the children, from the Nothingness to Being and the adults, from being back to Nothingness. The equality of adults among themselves is also rooted in their spiritual striving in the discourse of social life to grow by means of each other from their diverse being back to Nothingness. This is the only valid basis for a democratic society.

10. Knowledge and the Realm of Spirit

Knowledge entails two dimensions of relationship and each dimension has two aspects. The two dimensions are the "organic" (or being) and the conceptual. The two aspects of relationship in each of these two dimensions are connection and disconnection. This double dualism holds in all relationships in the world including those between people.

Each individual concrete being as well as all classes of beings exist and are generated by virtue of, and on the basis of, a relationship of connection and disconnection. We even define beings only through this relationship. We define them relative to each other, by their distinctions or discontinuities, or by how they differ in their separation from others. The clearest analogies for the organic connection/disconnection principle in us are the skin and mouth and our senses. They both separate and unite us. Skin/mouth is a good analogy of our "practical" connection/disconnection as the senses are of our mental or "awareness" connection/disconnection. These analogies illustrate how we are constituted as "beings" or as "somethings."

The skin and mouth symbolize our practical organic relationship to the world. They illustrate the relationship or the specific connection/disconnection that establishes us as things or beings. The skin separates us from the world but also connects us to it. The mouth closes and opens making connections and disconnections with air and food. These analogies are tricky, of course, because both "skin" and "mouth," instead of constituting, are constituted "what they are" out of relationship. That is why they are "analogies" rather than examples. We must think analogically. No real example is possible.

In a similar way, the senses and the feelings are channels of connection/disconnection that are analogies for the practical awareness that guides being in its existence. Our eyes, as representing all our senses, put us in "contact" with the world but only in a very limited way. Like our emotions, they establish both connection and disconnection with the world. They let "in" but they also filter "out."

Human existence, however, includes "knowledge" and knowledge does not rely merely on these "organic" connections and disconnections. Knowledge establishes itself on the basis of concepts. Since concepts condition knowledge, they also condition practice. It is not only "organic" relationship that constitute our being but also conceptual relationship. Concepts determine our awareness and, therefore, influence our practical relationship. The concept of "tree" adds to your eyes a specific guide that conditions what you perceive or what you are "connected to" and "disconnected from" sensuously. The concept of "food" influences your mouth to let you "sense" exactly what "things" you long to connect with and what "things" you want to avoid.

It is due to this layer of relationship, and through the mediation of concept, that we are free beings -- liberated from the "organic." You can create the illusion of liberation by denying or temporarily wiping out the concept and relax in a feeling of infinity through meditation or certain drugs. However, this is merely denial and repression. Moreover, it is only temporary, a release from prison that depends on your coming from and going back to it to sustain the illusion of liberation. Ultimately, we are free only when the concept reflects the spiritual ground of all being.

You can establish your freedom only through concepts, not by escaping them. This is so because concepts have access to, indeed, are channels for, the spiritual realm. They have contact with a ground that is prior to division. We do not have to live on the basis of organically established relationship of disconnection/connection. Our concept of sex, for example, can transform our practice so that it operates contrary to the "built-in," "organic," or mechanical pattern. If concept loses access to the spiritual realm, however, it transforms its birthright, the liberation from the "organic" into a worse kind of servitude so that we end up less free than animals.

Liberation is both dangerous and dreaded. Throughout history humans have feared it as awful. The act of freedom through spirit that originally establishes the concept as independent from organic patterns of relationship appears as a magical transformation of being. Once established, any suggestion of a return to spirit for a chance to change concept to respond to changing existence holds the double threat of unleashing the organic and returning to the chaotic Nothingness that being originally came from. Returning threatens you with death and loss and also with chaos. Only spirit has access to that Nothingness. However, it destroys established concepts and feels like absolute loss. Its image is the image of death; its appearance is a death threat.

Spirit is frightening and dangerous. For this reason, the wisdom of our ancestors took spirit and protected, preserved, but all-too-often betrayed it in religion. With or without the help and support of religion, once you overcome fear and find yourself in the realm of spirit and Nothingness, you gain access to the standard (ruler) of the universe of being (of all Being, including our own). Subsequently, in an attitude of spiritual discipline and obedience to this standard that is rare outside of religion or some other spiritual "way," you can revise your established concept and so refresh your knowledge, your connection/disconnection and your life. In revising them, you renew your very being. From the standpoint of liberation from the conceptual and the organic, Nothingness appears as absolute negation, chaos, and death. However, from the standpoint of spirit, entering into Nothingness makes life more rich and full.

Spiritual power is the power in us and with us that is beyond being. Any science that is merely of "being" -- whose tools of knowledge (primarily concepts) engage but do not liberate spirit -- is a useful but an inferior and imprisoning kind of knowledge. A science that investigates only somethings (whether they are perceived as "physical," as in physics and chemistry, or "mental," as in mathematics) is the death of knowledge as long as it closes itself off from spiritual depths.

Spiritual depths are found only in the experience of living. You find them in the form of an abyss of no-thingness both sensually but, above all, emotionally. This is why they are so dreaded.

Love is a great spiritual power that persists even when mind loses contact with Nothingness. Its persistence is spiritual precisely because it draws you beyond your self-concept and beyond your organism. A terrible fate for love -- its inversion and its destructiveness -- comes to it when either concept (where love follows preconceived notions of the nature, object, or direction of love) or organism (where love follows "the body" through physical or emotional pleasurable or unpleasurable feelings) capture it. For the organism to capture love is particularly pernicious. This is because love thus enslaved can look to you like its liberation from the concept that had been constricting your life and so create the illusion of your attaining human individual freedom.

The goal of love is always spiritual. It operates naturally only in the realm of Nothingness (prior to the mechanisms of separation/connection of the organism and the established concept. It always directs you toward contact with the standard or ruler of the universe that originally brought the organic and conceptual relationships of union/separation. It seeks always the undefinable, the unnameable, the good itself. The spirit and its hunger lie behind the craving for all things in life. Spirit is the origin of the concept that serves but that can also enslave it. It is behind the "organic" that represents it but that also can inhumanly restrict it. Because of our spiritual faculties -- memory, images, concepts, and reasoning -- it is the fate of our species to be entrusted with responsibility for the fate of the earth. However, it is only in spirit that we can fulfill our destiny -- neither the conceptual nor the organic is equal to the task.

It is easy to deny the spirit intellectually. It is easy to hold the view that the concept is only an interference in, and destruction of, the organic. It may even look obvious to the modern mind that concept follows organism instead of organism's emerging after concept. This "biological" reduction, which is so closely related to the charmed theory of our era (progress through evolution's "natural" selection), contains the paradox of using a spiritual power (it thinks and concludes conceptually) to disparage concept and spirit in the name of "organism." However, even the very energy that inspires those who develop biological viewpoints and defend them with conviction is spiritual. You cannot account for it by "natural" selection. Natural selection either occurs without human mind or spirit or it pretends to contain the spirit. If it occurs without human spirit, it does not need our analysis and whatever we do will not stop it. If humans possess spirit and they are part of, and subordinate to, natural evolution, then spirit or mind cannot stand outside it and so cannot account for it. In human existence, wherever the spirit is bound down or denied, an irreconcilable conflict emerges between the "organic" and the conceptual. Moreover, it is an endless or infinite conflict.

When your body cannot accommodate the concept of your being "a real man," you think you can achieve liberation only if you throw off the concept. However, the concept you want to discard is determining both your will and your action to discard it. The attempt to negate anything, including concept, preserves the thing it negates and needs it to live. Moreover, dread drives you either to return as a prodigal son to the old concept or to seize one that better accommodates your "feelings." However, the feelings are already established as real and known on the basis of a concept (you "feel good or bad"; you feel "affection" or "anger"). Thus, the rejection of concept is a dual affirmation: you affirm the old concept in its negation, and, eventually, you abandon the negation and affirm the old or a new concept.

The so-called "conservatives" who cling to the old concept from the beginning do so only because their organism is in conflict and is rebelling against concept. They fight for the concept to conceal the conflict as a means of preserving and "saving" the state of being. The very organism they seek to deny and overcome dominates their actions. They are not negating but affirming it in the act of seeking to negate it. Ultimately, neither an "organic" nor a "conceptual" victory is possible. At the same time, however, adherents of neither can give up the fight. The only resolution and unifying of these opposites is a return to pure spirit out of the relationships of yes and no both in the organic and conceptual realms.

11. Identification and Spirit

You can identify with being in two ways. Each of them creates a false "identification." You can identify with positive "being" or with negative "non-being." You can identify with either things that are good or things that are bad. Humans create "things" and their goodness and badness as well. Only from outside them, from the standpoint of Absolute Nothingness, can you see that things are neither ultimately real nor ultimately valuable. Their reality and value is relative and always limited or partial. "Identification" means failing to recognize the exact degree of the relativity of their reality. It is to either overestimate it or make it absolute by failure to know the Absolute.

From the standpoint of Absolute Nothingness, the two identifications rest on the same horizontal plane. Nevertheless, they are opposites. Each is the negation of the other. Non-being is negation of being; being is the negation of non-being. Being is not absolute affirmation nor is non-being absolute negation. If, because of the impoverishment of the development of your spiritual powers, you lack access to Absolute Nothingness, however, you can hardly avoid the temptation to treat one or another of them as absolute. Thus, you shift them from the horizontal plane and falsely place them on the vertical plane.

"Normal" society seeks to determine what is positive, being, good and real and to set them up above all its members. Society defines itself by the being it creates. We individuals identify ourselves with this "good" and "real." We are good men and women. It is good, we say, to respect the property of others. It is good to enjoy sex only within a committed heterosexual relationship. In doing this, society and the individual also create "non-being." It is the antithesis of what we identify with. We are not bad men and women. It is also what we reject. It is bad to steal. It is wrong to enjoy sex in promiscuous homosexual relationships. This "being" and this "non-being" are both only relatively real and of relative value. A committed heterosexual relationship is not absolutely good nor is a promiscuous homosexual relationship absolutely non-good. Indeed, a committed heterosexual relationship may be worse than a promiscuous homosexual relationship.

Despite the normalcy of doing it, it is dangerous identify yourself with being. You think that having a strong and healthy body is good. You identify yourself with one by willing to have it. Not recognizing the non-good in this being you identify with, you think the more you go in the direction of developing and having it, the better off you are. You begin to engage in a process of "self-development" and become a "body-builder" or, more modestly, a "jogger." The more you develop, however, the more you suffer from the being you acquire and long for non-being. Your activity becomes an addiction. You find you cannot give up because it is "good" even as you suffer from it. You may even suffer physically. Such pain is an indication that in your pursuing physical health and well-being you are actually physically deteriorating. Instead of reforming your identity on the basis of the new evidence of pain and injury, you either run to a physician to repair the damage you keep doing to yourself or take a pain-killer so that you can continue to "improve" yourself. Your longing for non-being may remain wholly unconscious. You long for the end of the tyranny of "being somebody," of having and maintaining a "developed" body. Your longing for liberation from these manifests itself as a "death-wish" or as nothing but a desire for the end of life itself. Because the genuine desire that keeps interfering in your "being" looks like a death-wish, you try to avoid it. You seek to "repress" it.

Those who identify themselves as "thieves" or "homosexuals" are inversions of the false vertical axis that dominates "normal" individuals and society where being stands above non-being. The inversion can happen only because the normal "being" is not authentically higher than its opposite "non-being." They are both on the horizontal axis. These inversions, out of accident or choice, liberate themselves from the curse of being, the "ontological" curse of being somebody good. They do not, however, free themselves from the curse of being something. Their stand does start out as a true liberation from the faulty "good." This liberation is, at best however, only the beginning of freedom. It can get derailed in its movement. It opens two directions for you: back to being and servitude and suffering or forward to Absolute Nothingness and freedom. Without the development of your spiritual powers, however, you are doomed to return to being.

Your return can take one of three modes, but they all are demonic. The first is a return to "normalcy," to normal being, to being "good." The criminal is "reformed." The homosexual "recovers." The second is to remain in the inversion, but you can do so only if you make the normal good into "evil" and the normal evil into good. You make non-being into being and being into non-being. You come to believe that stealing makes you superior to the good citizens or that homosexuality is better at least for yourself than "normalcy." In either, case, however, your being will be plagued by its relativity, its limited truth-value. The more you identify with it the more your will resists the direction the identification is taking your life. Thus, the relativity of the "good" you affirm forces you either to surrender it or to fight yourself and others who represent the opposite. In this way non-being itself takes over more and more of your life. You live the non-being of your being.

There is, however, a third possibility for you, apart from spiritual development and access to Absolute Nothingness. It is to cycle your identifications between being and non-being. You experience the negative in your being a good citizen or "body-builder," so you rebel against it. You experience temporary liberation. Then you return to some kind of being, either "good citizen" or "criminal" and become your identity. No sooner has that happened than you experience its non-being, and you rebel and are liberated. The only variety allowed in this third option is the speed of your cycles of inversions and the content of your personal identities. You reject what was on top as being for what is on bottom as non-being and you return to being. Permanent rebellion makes the essential character of your existence a turning wheel. The vertical axis keeps spinning at a variety of speeds. This is the life of liberty that Plato talks about. (Plato, Republic, pp. 813-816) It is the direct opposite of freedom, but you will think of it as freedom. The characteristic of your illusion of freedom that betrays it as the direct enemy of freedom is the driven quality of the movement.

Genuine freedom means release from this constantly revolving cycle. It involves what in the East they call escaping from the "wheel of life." Genuine freedom is a situation where you put the opposition between being and non-being in their proper place: you remember that they are only relatively real and relatively good. While you live with them because you must, you do not identify yourself with them. They remain for you merely the horizontal axis of existence.

When you keep them bound together on this horizontal axis and let them reach their farthest distance from each other, they can rise above themselves. They then can converge at a point above the horizontal axis, a point that reconciles them while preserving their opposition below because it transcends them. That point is Absolute Nothingness and it completes the image of human existence as a triangle where Being and Non- Being dangle and circle one another but are held up and together by an invisible vertical pole so that the whole arrangement outlines, not a triangle, but a cross.

The path of spiritual growth is movement up this vertical line to Absolute Nothingness. To follow this path, you must accept that you contain the contradiction between being and non-being. Then you must stop the wheel where the two keep pursuing each other. And, finally, you must seek the point on the horizontal line where they meet. That point is nothing, the negation of all things. Where they meet, they annihilate each other. Once you find that point and place yourself in this spiritual state, then you can see the struggle between being and non-being from a perspective outside both.

Living or acting from this triple state of consciousness -- consciousness of being, of non-being, and of the relative negation of both of them -- you will grow up the line closer and closer to the absolute Negation. The level of your growth will be determined by how near to, or far from, you are to the Absolute Nothingness that is no longer dependent upon the denial or negation of either being or non-being. The negativeness of Nothingness will gradually shrink if not evaporate and turn into a great "Yes."

The progress is inner. It is toward peace. This peace is the peace not of death but of life. You have become still. You have stopped the merry-go-round. Others still on it may see you as aloof, withdrawn, and even leading a "boring" and deadly life. Actually, your life is more active, intense, exciting, and joyful than they can imagine.

12. The Paradox of the Sexes

Because reproduction is crucial to any species, we humans find ourselves in a perpetual struggle over our sexual identifications. This struggle expresses itself both in our lives and in our concepts. A common example of these is crisis in sexual identity. The conditions that usually bring on the severest forms of this crisis arise when alterations in "real life" make established concept-identities that once were compatible with practical relations between the sexes incompatible. This can take place when basic alterations come about in the prevailing system of sexual relations. "Economic" changes in a nation might come about mechanically or without deliberate human intervention. Out of our striving to better production, we create an "industrial revolution" that permanently alters the actual relationship between the sexes in many areas. If the concept of male and female or masculinity and femininity is no longer compatible with the new "organic" or "material" relationships, large numbers of us experience "identity crises." Something has to give. Either we revise our social relationships to conform to our "self-concepts" or we adjust these identities to conform to the new social realities.

Both "negative" and "positive" forces drive the changes. For example, women in technological societies at the end of the twentieth century generally found that they "had to" get jobs outside the home in order to have a family income adequate to the demands of life. This kind of "necessity" never falls on all equally no matter how severe the upheaval in social conditions. An example of this disparity is the number of excessively wealthy men who could provide, either with or without working themselves, for the well-being of the whole family even as more and more married women to work outside the home to support theirs. Despite numerous exceptions, for many the whip of need will be a negative force sufficiently strong to drive them to revise their relationship to the world and, eventually, their definition of themselves.

The positive goad to transformation in identity is rooted less in reality than in illusion. The change in social conditions presents women with a liberation from the imprisonment of being. They experience the external challenge to their old identities as an opportunity for freedom. "Liberation" at best is only a first step in the achievement of "freedom." It is the negation of the negation.

For many, the old identity negated human personality. It restricted and frustrated it. Ending or negating that negation both feels good and looks like freedom. Freedom, however, requires that you attain spiritual Nothingness. Without Nothingness, the liberation cannot lead to freedom. Instead, liberation will destroy even itself as you "select" a new identity that is compatible with the new social realities. Thus, you create a new prison, one that looks like a "choice" and an exercise of freedom. This change feels "good" because it ends the pain produced by the tension between the new social system and the old identity. This good feeling generates the illusion that you have achieved what you want. Because you feel you are getting what you want, you think you are free.

Unguided by Nothingness, liberated spirit thus re-invests itself in something. This illusory investment is the product of spiritual crisis and spiritual search. However honest your effort, your lack of spiritual development leads you back to the old symbolic powers that appeal to spirit. These include the myths and rituals that were part of your own past or, more often, of a tradition that pre-dated it. Spiritually disturbed Westerners look for guidance in the East or among the shamanic pre-historical origins on their own continents whether they be native American or ancient European. Unguided, however, except by ignorant popularizing religious charlatans, they will find that these old symbols awaken and excite spirit. Instead of using them for the purpose they originally were constructed for, however, they are used by them. Ironically, the old tools of human freedom that worked at least in limited ways in the ancient world but were dependent on conditions prevalent then become in the modern world techniques of enslavement to the new world order.

The same thing happens when you turn to ancient religious rituals as happen when you appeal to ancient symbols and myths. Certain ancient peoples used alcohol, cocoa leaves, or peyote as part of their rituals of liberation and freedom. Like them then, you today can use these as methods of moving toward both liberty and freedom. However, almost everyone turns them into tools for mere liberation. The drugs act on your brain in a way that facilitates the breakdown of the old perceptions of being (of what things "are"). Thus, your "mind" is "liberated." But the final outcome is likely to be one of three catastrophes: either (1) the "recreational use" of the drugs where they actually let you sustain your old being by giving you periods of temporary escape from the pressures and contradictions that living in a new way on the basis of an old identity produces or (2) "permanent liberation" that makes it impossible for you to live in any "real world" or world of "things" or (3) a "temporary liberation" from the old that produces an inner chaos that drives you to engraft a new rigid form of being more easily and willingly into your soul.

Of the three, of course, the second is the most hopeful. It is also the most painful. You experience being as an alien. You belong nowhere. Others may not realize it, but you do. You may survive without being found out and labeled a traitor, a criminal, or a "queer," but only in an unauthentic mode of existence. You live a fake life, and you know it.

The good in this deceit is that it is inherently unstable both for you and for others around you. You are unstable. You generate instability. Chance or personal fate or grace may yet lead you to genuine helpers in spiritual growth. However, apparent helpers may just as well lead you to "reform" and adopt the normal identity or to identify with your alienated status whereby you declare your alienated state healthy and accept it as a state of being. You become a "criminal" or a "queer" but redefine it as good. You become an enemy to the "normally" good. They become enemies to you. Thus, the war between the two sides preoccupies both of your lives. It preserves your own original confusion and the hidden confusion of the normals, but because it externalizes it, it makes it safe for, and a means of preserving, the prisons of being everyone lives in.

In spirit there is no sex. Sexual differentiation dissolves. Both Socrates in Athens (Plato, Republic, pp. 713-714) and Jesus in Jerusalem, the two greatest sources of modern culture, insist on this point. In the realm of spirit, all beings are equal. In patriarchal Greece, Socrates proclaimed that in the government that rules through the intelligible realm of wisdom over the real world there is no distinction between men and women. Both hold power to the extent that they are spiritually developed. Jesus (Mark, 12:25) claims that in "heaven there is neither male nor female." In the realm of spirit and before God, even the most basic distinctions in being make no difference. All are equal in the eye of God.

The attempt on the part of those who understand intellectually that all human beings are composed of elements that are separated and distributed between the sexes (in different ways, of course, from culture to culture) to unit or "marry" the "masculine" and "feminine" elements within to create a "whole" person is doomed to failure. The very conceptualization of "masculine" and "feminine" and absolutely any other conceptualization establishes a polarity that is incompatible and irreconcilable within and without. By themselves outside marriage and by themselves within it, their polarities can never become one. Only the path of negation indicated by Socrates and Jesus of neither masculine nor feminine leads beyond the contradictions in being to the reconciling Nothingness. To seek both/abd, paradoxically, is to end with neither/nor, while to seek neither/nore is to end with both/and.

The connection that allows for unification is the discovery of Nothingness at your deepest core. By finding that, and only by finding that, can you descend into whatever being the inner standard concealed in Nothingness guides you to. Just as a marriage that is grounded in the being of two personalities alone and not the Nothingness discovered by each is doomed to failure whether "it" continues or not, so, too, the union that is grounded in the being of two concepts within ("masculine" and "feminine") is doomed to failure. Both will consist of endless and unresolvable conflict and continuing disintegration. Nothingness is the preserver or "savior" of the being of the person and the beings of the world. Whoever would save their being, will lose it. Whoever loses it to the Nothingness, saves it. The fear of Nothingness is the great killer.

Often, where opposites collide, you think force can keep the peace. Neither individual nor social order can survive through enforcement. Nevertheless, both individuals and societies (unfortunately, all-too-often religious societies above all) always find themselves severely tempted to try to forestall disintegration by enforcing being. They try to coerce you to "be" good and avoid "evil." This is both hopeless and heartless. Being is not saved by force but only by redemption from above. To threaten others with punishments for abandoning being, whether the punishment is to come from earth or heaven, is the surest way to guarantee decay and disintegration. To increase punishments as a way to reduce crime cannot end but in the increase in crime. Launched on the road to peace on a railway of punishment is not only to have to keep moving at an accelerating pace since the increase in crime always exceeds the ability to punish but also to be fated to end in a disastrous crash. Neither decreasing nor increasing punishment holds the hope of survival because both movements are derailed in the realm of being. The level they operate on cannot touch the forces that are generating the violence. None of the somethings we can devise will manage the problem. Only the Nothngness holds hope of a definitive improvement in the human condition.

13. Sex, Science, and Servitude

In how it deals with sex and love, the approach of Western Civilization to explanation reveals most brilliantly what it otherwise muddies most thoroughly -- the consequences of the loss of Nothingness. What it exposes of its failures in the case of love and sex, applies to all kinds of attraction.

Aristotle's four facets of what makes up an explanation of anything (knowledge of the material it is composed of, its "form" or essential character, the agency that brought it into being, and purpose or end it is directed toward), illustrates the impoverishment of the modern mentality. What ultimately accounts for the wealth of goods produced by contemporary industry was an approach to the world of things that emphasizes two of the four dimensions of understanding.

The "matter" of any "thing" is the "indeterminate" (Aristotle, p. 100) element of it that is combined with its "form" or essential character. Matter is always malleable. It is capable of "receiving" more than one form. The scientific trick that gives us the impression of liberating ourselves from the dominion of nature is for scientists to discover which matter is most malleable. They can then show us how to put it into whatever forms we choose. This science searches always for the "simplest" things -- for the ultimate elements of atomic particles that make up every "thing" and so can be changed into any "thing" in the universe. The closer science gets to knowledge of the most primary of matter, the more power it places in the hands of technology and industry to impose upon it whatever forms that please human beings.

The practical sciences (such as engineering) aspire to use the third of Aristotle's elements. This is the agency that brings form to matter. They want not merely to understand these forces but primarily to find how the human race can take hold of and use them. They therefore seek a material malleable, not in absolute terms, but in terms relative to the public desires or market demand. This material they appropriately call "plastic" to emphasize its primary characteristic of malleability. The purely plastic in terms relative to our desires, the matter that we can give any form, has never yet been found. Progress in the practical sciences of production is confined to tracking down those forms appropriate to the most plastic material under our power. The significance of this orientation will be apparent shortly.

Growth in our knowledge of plastic matter seemed to promise not only a better life by getting us the "things" we need but also the expansion of human liberty in the material world. The great industrial revolution universalized this promise. Before, only the exceptionally rich and powerful could choose forms to be imposed on plastic matter. After, whole masses in societies command this choice. The great liberal movements of the eighteenth, nineteenth, and twentieth centuries were all partly inspired by this new possibility. However, the range of plasticity of the matter found most plastic as well as the large quantity of products demanded in the economically liberal societies limited the number of forms that could be imposed practically on matter. The outcome of these developments guaranteed that less and less power of choice of form could be placed in the hands of human individuals. Therefore, the very liberty "from nature" generated by the scientific knowledge of more and more plastic matter reversed itself and became less and less liberty. It meant subordination to the mass market. The power remained, but it was less and less in human hands and more and more commanded by the nature of the system of production itself.

To accomplish this feat without resistance from a "liberty"-minded citizenry, industry had to gain the ability to control the "forms" or essential characteristics of goods that people wanted. It is this development that lead to the "information revolution" -- the successor to the "industrial revolution." Where the industrial revolution appeared to place matter into the hands of human beings, the information revolution took power away from them. It did this (as the term "in-form" clearly illustrates) by enabling the information industry to place "forms" into their minds. Thus, it gained an inner or invisible control over their hands. A new practical science emerged, a technology that sought the power that industry had acquired over matter. This "information" technology, however, treated the human mind, the human power of intelligence where "forms" are known, developed, and selected, as if it were matter. Information technology treats the human mind the way industry treated minerals -- as the most malleable of substances to be formed in shapes chosen, not by the technologists but by the system itself.

There is much talk in the contemporary sciences, technologies, and industries of malleable matter (both physical and mental), of forms that can be imposed on it, and of the force or power to accomplish that imposition. There is little talk of the ends or purpose of all this activity except in the sense that the perfection of the form is the producers' purpose. The goal or purpose of car-builders is to build a "better" car. That is the purpose of the specific activity and the specific function. This system of production casts specifically human goals and purposes outside itself. Workers may have the goal of making money as their personal goal. Economic science may describe this goal but, under liberal theories, may not criticize it. You may want a racing car; economics can describe your desire and discover how many others share it, but it cannot judge the value of the desire.

The open secret of contemporary social science is that your desires are created by attaching your generalized loves and longings to specific forms. Those specific forms are the ones your mind picks up from the information industry in both its self-conscious manifestation in "advertising" and its more unconscious manifestation in "news and entertainment." From the beginning "news," "entertainment," and "advertising" have been essentially the same. They were all designed as systems of "information." Information is the force that enslaves the human being the most today. No liberation is possible now unless it entails liberation from information. It is not enough to be able to "choose" what information you will hear. Your choice is already "informed," a victim of a form already put in you. Liberation in today's world requires a rebellion against information as such. Indeed, what is regarded as the "best information" ("The New York Times," "Dances with Wolves," "ABC News," "Consumers Reports") is the worst.

That such a rebellion today looks not only impossible but absurd attests to the strength of the grip that the information culture holds us in. We seem to be our information. We are told from childhood that there are only two aspects of fundamental reality: matter and form. We are only matter and form. Later, some of us can acquire purpose and power, and both of these are based on our matter and form. Our matter is the indeterminate substances that we are composed of (cells, food, chemicals, electrical charges). Our form is the "genetic code" that informs this matter of its direction and the "information" we pick up in the process of living from "others."

Our access to the formless, the Void, the Abyss is either denied or defined as wholly negative. Therefore, it manifests itself to us as only the absence of things, as the no-thing rather than the Nothing. We are taught to be terrorized at the loss of forms and delighted only by the change of one form to another. The new, the novel, becomes our delight because, on the one hand, it is the abandonment of the old form that we felt constricted us, on the other, it is the gaining of the promise of fulfillment from the new. It is delightful mostly, however, because it allows us to pass through the terror of the formless that we long for but fear. This passage energizes us, negatively, with fear and, positively, with love to pursue the new, the novel, the entertaining, the newsworthy. Even books and articles that inform us of the power of the information industry we absorb as news and entertainment as we "return" to old forms of human existence embedded in myths and religions of the past. Everything becomes style and fashion. The rapid passing of one form into the saleable next. What delights us most and so seems to be the greatest expression of our freedom is the force that binds us into the chains of new information.

Lacking spiritual access to the formless from where all forms descend, we become the victims of form not only in all our relationships, not only to the world of things, but also to the world of others. We are "formed." We have been "informed." Those whom we love are a call to liberation in the "formless," but we can neither understand nor answer the call. While excited by it, its danger, and our terror of it, we interpret the formless that comes knocking at the door of our closed forms as only the promise of a new form. Rather than letting love choose you and turning yourself over to it for a higher destiny, you choose "to make love" or "to have sex" with an object. You can no longer "fall into love" in a way that annihilates your being. The terror of formlessness leads you into two opposite directions: either to cling to the form you chose in an unholy marriage denying the feelings that draw you from the prison to the formlessness you dread or to flee to a novel form to save yourself from the threat of formlessness when it becomes irresistibly attractive.

What is at stake in the contemporary world is the entire basis of consciousness at the root of Western civilization and of its greatest successes. There will be no end to the suffering and destruction of this era in all realms, from the scientific, the industrial, and the informational to the emotional and the sexual, from the individual to the world, until we recapture access to the formless and develop those spiritual tools that are our heritage.

14. Knowledge and Explanation in Education

A huge variety of the problems of contemporary formal education have a single source. Educational leaders have inverted the proper relationship between primary knowledge and secondary knowledge. They have placed the secondary above the primary. They have not done this consciously or deliberately. In fact, they could not because they cannot even make a distinction between the two. Nevertheless, they have either made the primary secondary or pretended it did not exist and have regarded the secondary primary as either above the primary or the only kind of knowledge.

There are many ways to distinguish primary knowledge from secondary knowledge. Essentially, secondary knowledge is derivative and cannot stand alone. It depends on primary knowledge. Its quality can be only as high as the primary knowledge it arises from. One way to distinguish the two is to consider primary knowledge as knowledge proper or as the only kind of knowledge and secondary knowledge as subsequent explanation. You will then see that reason has two distinct functions: one is to enable us to understand and to grow in knowledge; the other is to explain what we know.

You know that something is in front of you. You have a name for it: "apple." But you do not understand "what it is." Therefore, you seek explanation. Typically in contemporary education and modern science you try to come up with an explanation by reasoning from what you know to what you do not know. You know an "apple" and you know a "tree." Because you usually see the two either attached to each other or near each other, you suspect a relationship between them. As you carefully investigate the two "realities," by watching them over time you discover more and more patterns in their relationship. You conclude that the trees produce apples, and apples produce trees. You claim that trees are the "cause" of apples, and apples are the "cause" of trees. This gives you the major portion of your explanation of the apple. It is the tree's way of making another tree. Your investigation has led you to knowledge that you did not derive physically (from seeing, tasting, smelling, touching, listening to the apple).

Your new knowledge of the apple is metaphysical since it is based on a judgment of "cause and effect" that can never be known through the physical senses.

There is no doubt that this kind of research increases the quantity of our knowledge. However, the quality of the knowledge acquired in this way is limited both by the mechanism of "causal" reasoning and by the original knowledge such reasoning depends on. You accepted the "objects" you investigated and thought about. You assume falsely that you derive the content of the knowledge that goes into your thought and so determines the quality of your subsequent explanation as well as the quality of consequent "knowledge" from your sensations. You think that it is given to you immediately and without any biased intervention. This, however, is not the case. The very first perception of the "apple" is already a combination of various sensuous stimulations (of eyes and nose) and a mental structure (a concept). The quality of the explanation and the "knowledge" it allows depends upon, or is "secondary" to, the quality of the original perceptions you used in thought to derive your explanation. The quality of our primary knowledge (the perception) determines the quality of your secondary knowledge (the explanation).

The quality of this primary knowledge depends, in turn, on two things. In the case of the "apple," it depends on the sensitivity of your sense organs and the complexity of the concept that allows you to experience, not simply undefined shapes and colors that immediately hit your sense organs, but a "thing" and a specific "kind" of thing. Growth in the quality of our knowledge depends not primarily on growth in your skills at deriving explanations from reasoning or thinking to but on growth in your ability to know directly, originally, and pre-conceptually.

Your explanation of an apple (It is a tree's way of reproducing itself), once accepted, becomes part of the concept of apple you carry around in your mind so all your subsequent perceptions of apple will "contain" that added dimension. It will have expanded the concept that guides your senses to perceive the "thing" they perceive. All explanation is dependent on a prior perception of a "thing," and a "thing" perceived is a combination of sensation and concept. Ultimately, the quality of your knowledge depends on the "first" and most immediate primary knowing that leads you to create your initial concept.

Such primary knowledge is of highest quality when it is most immediate or when alien concepts (those that themselves did not originate in immediacy) least intervene. What we all have the most immediate and intimate contact with is our "selves." This is the basic ground of all knowledge of object or subject. The command of the Greek oracle -- "Know thyself!" -- is famous but its significance is rarely understood. Knowledge of self is the key to knowledge of everything. The quality of self-knowledge determines the quality of all knowledge. It was with this in mind that Socrates undertook his search for wisdom, the knowledge of the truly real and the truly good.

Socrates' method of reason was fundamentally different from the one his student, Aristotle, developed in the Metaphysics. In this work, Aristotle explored the nature of explanation (secondary knowledge). Socrates, however, had sought to deepen the immediacy of primary knowledge. He would raise its quality and, by virtue of that, enhance the quality of all knowledge. His method was essentially to call into question the ground in primary knowledge of the secondary knowledge that others asserted. By shaking that ground, he would force himself and the others to deepen the primary level. His was a form of reasoning that prepared you for direct illumination, for greater insight, for brighter light. Since all the dimensions of reality and value as well as all our abilities to know converge in ourselves, his kind of self-study both improved the powers of knowledge we are born with and led us to direct our attention to all aspects of what we wanted to know more about. Therefore, our gain would be twofold: we would benefit not only from knowing the truly good better so that we would have a clearer guide to our choices in life but also from having a better starting point in our subsequent attempts to explain things using reason in the style of Aristotle.

The failure of modern education is not that it does not focus on self but that it tries to use methods that are inappropriate for self-knowledge. It seeks to explain the self. Its utter failure to provide moral guidance or to illuminate sexuality illustrate its fatal flaws. Modern "educators" try to help the young know about sex, for example, by explaining it. To get their explanation, they have had to start with a definite concept of sex and then apply Aristotle's reasoning to it. They can explain sex as biological or a means to reproduction or "psychological" or a means to "personal satisfaction." They cannot, however, help the young gain a better immediate insight into the meaning of sex itself. This is partly because modern educators invariably follow a "hidden agenda." The very rise of "sex education" in the classroom, for example, is likely to come about to avoid diseases such as AIDS. The very concept of sex is, therefore, already absolutely pre-judged and no explanation can go beyond this bias.

Most education is directed at "achievement" rather than wisdom. Its goal is not to enlighten the young but to get them to excel on standard achievement tests or develop pre-defined skills. None of this would be bad in and of itself were it based on the more fundamental development of self-knowledge and the use of more fundamental kinds of reasoning. The problem of contemporary education is that it is hollow at its core. Hollow there, it is hollow everywhere else regardless of how rich and full, broad and deep, it looks.

Adopting new educational methods is no solution. Only a complete turning away from education that centers itself in explanation or secondary knowledge alone will work. The turn toward primary knowledge can come about, however, only if those in charge themselves understand the distinction and are themselves devoted to improving their own primary knowledge. This change requires a transformation. You cannot command it. You can only enkindle it.

15. Fact and Truth

One of the distinctions most lacking in the contemporary mind because of modern education is knowledge of the vital difference between truth and fact. The problem is not merely that we often use these terms interchangeably (along with "honesty"). Mostly it is that our verbal confusion keeps us unconscious of the important actual difference between them. Ignorance of the distinction makes a whole dimensions of life invisible. Truth and fact are distinct. Moreover, they can be directly contradictory. Both the search for, and the accumulation of, facts can serve to keep you distant from truth rather than draw you nearer to it.

Plato considered "philosophy" to be what the word itself means: love of wisdom. Wisdom he took to be knowledge of the true real and the true good. Philosophy, therefore, was the love of knowledge of the true good or true real, or, to put it simply, the love of truth. (Plato, Republic, pp. 756-761) As long as you confuse "fact" and "truth," it is easy when you pursue knowledge of the facts to profess yourself to be a philosopher and to enjoy the ancient title "Ph.D." or "Doctor" (literally, "teacher") of "Philosophy" (of the "love of wisdom").

The best and most accurate definition of the term the "truth" is the "faithful." This is the meaning truth still had in the twentieth century when applied as an adjective to "love." True love is, of course, not "factual" love but faithful love. It is enduring love, constant love, unchangeable love. When Plato talks of the true real and true good, he means the faithfully good and the constantly real. It is important to understand this when you read Plato because only if you do will you see how practical and immediately useful to life philosophy is. Only with this understanding of the term can you make sense of the notion that the ruling element in individuals and societies must be philosophical. Genuine philosophers are those who are interested in knowing the faithfully good. Knowing it, they possess the principle that, when they use it to guide their lives, leads to the best life -- the most consistently good and happy life -- possible.

We cannot help but be ruled by what we perceive to be good. Whatever we actually pursue as good is a good but not always faithfully so. Even when you murder somebody and later say you recognize that murder itself is bad, you did it only because then you experienced it as good. Understanding the motivation of murderers is vital to all of us because their illusions of the good can reveal how any of us can get derailed from following the truly good to pursuing the mere appearance of good. To understand and benefit by your understanding of the motives of murderers, you have to surrender the comfortably false belief that murderers are just evil people we should destroy. Instead, their bad motives are rooted in a loss of consciousness or, since we usually think of the moral domain in the issue of good and bad, a lack of conscience.

Consciousness or conscience specifically refer to knowledge ("scientia") that is together ("con"). Murders are deliberate acts. Murderers perform many of them only after they carefully use their reasoning power to determine the most efficient methods. However, they always commit the murder without "conscience." Murderers initially err in two ways. They share both of them with us. First, they place faith in an unfaithful good they define rather than join their will with the genuine faithful transcendent good. Second, they stop conscience from functioning so it does not reveal the contradiction between how they define the good in different ways in different places. This set of errors generates a lack of conscience

Murderers lose conscience in two ways. First, they may fragment the good so that they can focus on one good thing to the disregard of others. They are fully aware of what they are doing but are not conscious. Their knowledge of the good is in pieces and the pieces are alien to each other, not unified but in conflict. Because of this, murderers can be "cold-blooded" and calculating. Second and alternatively, they may let emotion overwhelm their consciousness. The murder is then a "crime of passion."

We forgive crimes of passion more easily. We can see that we all suffer occasionally from loss of conscience because of passion. Sometimes we cannot think about what we are doing. Something prevents us from calculating and reasoning out the various goods in life and their relative importance. We fail to coordinate our diverse ideas of good. If we avoid even minor crimes such as impulsively stealing a pencil in a store, it is only because we are lucky enough to be caught by reason or by immediate conflicting emotions of shame. We can forgive those carried away by extreme passion partly because their failure makes us feel good about our self-control. We may believe they should be punished in some way. Still, if their conscience returns and they feel and show great remorse of conscience, we may be willing to accept that as punishment enough. Otherwise, we advocate punishing only as a correction -- either to show them consequences of losing themselves to passion or to produce pain itself that will condition them to avoid crime regardless of the level of their reasoning.

"Cold-blooded" murderers always frighten us more. This is so partly because they demonstrate how we can take the tool we need in order to maintain conscience -- reason and its reflecting on the range of goods and evils in our lives -- and reverse its function. We can reason not to figure out the relative bad of crime and why it is evil but to commit it more effectively. However, we resist facing how close we are to murderers and feel such fear and such alienating hatred toward them for a more important reason. The cold-blooded murderer reveals the relativity of our own consciences.

Where, for example, we do not steal or kill because we fear punishment of either informal social-pressure or formal imprisonment, "cold-blooded" murderers appear to us as the image of courage. They act on values we share with them but conceal in ourselves. We think that if they are not severely punished or executed that they are getting away with something. We can think this only if we ourselves value what they have done. If they steal, we would like to but are afraid of punishment. We do not see that their greatest punishment is in committing the crime and in their state of being without conscience that permitted them to perform it. We really suspect that if they get away with it they are better than we are and better off. We can hold this attitude only because we do not have a sense for the truly good but trust and pursue only partial and illusory goods. The truly good is good always and everywhere. The truly bad is always and everywhere bad. If we resent it when crooks "get away" with theft, it can only be because we think theft is sometimes good and sometimes bad even though we define it as only bad. We have made the relative, passing, and changing good into an absolute good or a truly good when we say "never steal." Thieves reveal the relativity of the good of "never stealing." They find stealing to be good and we subconsciously agree.

The problem that catches us in illusions, bad conscience, and criminality is a basic failure in faith. We falsely place our faith in the good of things because we forget that there is no "thing" or activity that is ever truly good or truly bad. Killing can be good under certain circumstances, and throughout history societies have entrusted certain people to determine when. To kill someone to prevent them from killing you or from stealing your land or your country has often been defined as good even by those who say they believe killing is always bad. All things and activities are only relatively, partly, or falsely good and bad. The true goodness in any action or thing is, in essence, outside the thing. It's presence depends on, or is relative to, how much the activity or thing participates in or contributes to, the truly good that exists only as a No-thing.

Life itself is the basis for growth in knowledge of the truly good or real. That is why wisdom is associated with old age or at least with experience. We learn the limited value of the goods we pursued in our youth as we acquire them. Our consciousness grows and along with it our conscience. "Candy is good on the tongue but not on the teeth." This kind of perfecting of our knowledge depends on how far we can free our minds from the things to principles that stand above them. We can free our minds in this way only if we first have faith that there is a principle above them we do not yet know.

Facts. Once you accept idea that wisdom or knowledge of the truly good is acquired by experience, you would expect it to follow that you should seek truth by exploring the facts you experience in life. The physiologists who experiment with dental decay are appealing to experience. When they discover a fact, it seems to contribute to wisdom: "Sugar causes tooth decay." In establishing this fact of experience, however, they are merely figuring out how things relate to each other in terms of enhancement or destruction. Sugar is bad only relative to another thing, "teeth." If you wish to save your teeth, don't eat sugar. However, whether you should save your teeth at the price of giving up sugar neither you nor the physiologist dare explore. Medical prescriptions always presume a truly good. Otherwise they would not be prescriptions but only suggestions. Tooth decay is not an absolute bad but a relative bad just as tooth preservation is a relative good not an absolute one and just as death (the ultimate decay) is only bad relative to life.

The primary problem with the attempt to establish what is good and bad by the facts is that facts see the good in things. The more you decide factually what are good things and bad things the more your mind gets absorbed in things. The more it gets drawn into the myriad of things, the harder it gets for you to coordinate the goodness and badness of all of them. Thus, factual research, both for those who do it and those who use its conclusions, undermines conscience and consciousness. Consciousness and conscience each entail the ability to hold together in a whole, in a unity, both the real and the good. The quality of your conscience or consciousness is not the quantity of facts it contains but the quality of unity it attains among them. This is why your consciousness does not expand as you get more information. Indeed, the increase can challenge and even shrink consciousness.

The lowest kind of unity in both conscience and consciousness is the unity of coordination. In consciousness, scientists can coordinate facts. If you rely on coordination, when you study facts, you will seek to produce out of your research "unified field theories." Such theories strive to unify as many as possible of the facts that are known. In conscience, it is the same. The lowest level of conscience coordinates as many goods as possible. You use consciousness and conscience to coordinate the good of a diamond you wish to steal from a jewelry store with the injury to another person, the damage to the fabric of the society you live in, and with the good of avoiding a prison term. Conscience coordinates the good of the taste of sugar with the good of preserving your teeth.

Eventually, full coordination is ultimately impossible. It grows harder day by day as you have more and more experiences and gain more and more factual information. If you keep struggling to maintain coordination, your whole life gets absorbed in the process of reasoning that examines and compares all goods. Rationality is utterly derailed. It becomes an enemy of life. Even as you struggle using it more and more in the hopeless striving for harmony through coordination, your life inexorably disintegrates.

Only the truly good, the faithfully good, can preserve consciousness and conscience and so preserve and enhance your life. You can find the way to the preservation and enhancement only if you abandon the search for the good things and seek the truly good itself. You need to explore not whether some thing is good or bad but what makes it good or bad. Then you will turn away from the thing itself and toward the "no-thing" and the principles that are outside and above them. Only when your soul is seized by a unity of good instead of a diversity of goods do you find the truly good to guide you in decisions about the relative goods. These goods themselves will become faithfully good when your knowledge is correct. The consequences of your choices of good and bad things will reveal whether they are or not. Hence, these consequences become an opportunity for further insight into the truly good.

Today's prevailing bent of mind unfortunately presents you with only two unhappy alternatives. First, you can "be rational." This means you explore the facts of what is real or good. Second, when that task of explanation looks as impossible as it must to most of us today when we confront the massive factual knowledge of modern science, you can "be impulsive." This means that you think you should act in terms of what looks and feels good to you at the moment. You should not "analyze" whether it is or not. The unhappiest of all outcomes is where you "are rational" in part of your life (the "serious" part, your work life) and "are impulsive" in the other part (your leisure, your "free" time when you are out shopping at the mall). Then you can conceal, forget, or eliminate by alternating between them the symptoms that would otherwise reveal the failure of both "rationality" and "impulsiveness." You live a radically fragmented existence without conscience or consciousness. Lacking standards rooted in the unity of existence, you think you are happy and at peace. You are living a lie. You are a living lie, but you can see neither of these truths.

16. The Message is a Medium

At the point in the twentieth century when the information revolution was becoming self-conscious, Marshall McCluhan introduced the famous slogan, "The Medium is the Message." Directing his attention first at television, he noticed that not only it but also all media had an impact on the content of the message you receive. This important insight that the method of communication biased the content of communication he explored in great detail. He illustrated the essential difference between reading the printed word and watching pictures on a flat illuminated rectangular surface while hearing voices from a box. While his insights have become part of common knowledge today, they have had their greatest impact on the communications industry. There, experts have enabled the powerful political leaders and corporate economic forces to take full advantage of the impact of the medium of television on us. Even as critics expose the way political commercials with biased pictorials and emotionally laden language and, worse, "news" composed of "twen ty-second" sound bites accompanied by flags waving behind political candidates, subverts a democratic process that requires deliberation and thought, the manipulative power of such devices has rapidly increased. In McCluhan we have another example of how scientific knowledge that supposedly should liberate us, gets appropriated by the forces that enslave us.

This does not mean that his insights are unimportant or can make no contribution to the preservation of human freedom. If we go just one step beyond his fundamental concept of media being the message, we can preserve his insight but also remove from their hands the manipulative power it gave the powerful over us. McCluhan's insight does not protect you from being manipulated by those who know how to exploit it (Miller).

You can extend the insight you gained from McCluhan by realizing that his slogan is reversible: "Every message is a medium." Communications theory makes a mistake when it assumes that the message is "information." This assumption is that somehow the message "contains" or "carries" a meaning it can confer on you. It is an error that is very tempting particularly to a new and growing intellectual discipline that is seeking "scientific" status. For example, such an assumption allows communications theorists to associate themselves with geneticists in the "hard science" of biology. They can consider verbal messages or television messages to be the same as electronic messages on telephone lines and the same as the "genetic code" or message that directs the origin, growth, and development of all life forms. It has to be a great temptation to contemplate the possibility of a universal human theory based on communications concepts. Communications theory dreams it can unite "the body" and its chemistry and physics with the mind and all art and philosophy through the concept that the origin of all life rests in messages. Communications theory can thus aspire to the status of the new "master science."

The first thing that even communications theorists readily admit is that human messages always have three components: one is objective (the writing, the picture itself) and the other two are subjective (a sender and a receiver). All three contribute to the meaning of the message. This means you cannot identify messages with any "thing" -- neither objective things nor subjective things. They are essentially relational and exist only in the relation. Anything you can identify as "the message" is actually only an element in the medium. The message itself is essentially outside things, or metaphysical. It is knowable only through the exercise of spiritual powers of intellect. Moreover, outside the actual relationship, no one can know the meaning of the message. Even within the relationship this meaning may not be understandable. It all depends on the status of the development of participants' spiritual powers. Looked at from a slightly different angle, how much you participate in any message is equal to the level of your spiritual development. You may participate in messages more completely where you are only an observer than those who look like they are more directly involved in the relationship than you are.

It is not only "messages" that are media but also every "thing" that messages refer to. Our very experience of things is encrusted with pre-established meanings. Thus, they themselves are media that point to these messages. Spiritual development entails moving through the three levels of "reality" or the three levels of "things." In terms of our knowledge of things, reality may be divided into three levels: the "sub-real," the "real," and the "super-real." Let me give an example of these three that has significance for today's unfortunate manipulative use of communications theory. The "sub-real" is where you of look at reality symbolically and mythically but you do not realize you are. In a television commercial, you may actually see a Jeep symbolically. This means your experience of it is not of what it "really" is. Instead, the meaning you pick up when you see it is "power" or "potency." The commercial presented the Jeep in terms of all the things it "can do" and, therefore, as "possibility," "potential," or "power." It means not only all the things it "can do," but also all the things you "can do." It is the promise of the annihilation of your impotence. That is why you feel you "can't do" without it. If you think you are merely attracted to the "real thing," the Jeep itself, to that extent you are living in a "sub-real" world. It is only under such circumstances that you easily fall victim to the power of rapacious corporate sales people and unscrupulous politicians.

Corporate leaders and politicians gain power over you, however, not only because of the "sub-reality" of your perceptions and so the "sub-reality" of your reality but also because they "escape" "sub-reality" themselves. They perceive things as they are. They are realists. To them the Jeep is only a thing they can use as a tool of manipulation to entice from your pockets a pile of silver and gold coins. They are hard-headed and refuse to live in a world of "fantasy." If they are attracted to power, they know it and go after it. They do not go after the symbols of power as if they were power itself. They are so "realistic" that they understand that other people are impressed by the symbols of power as if these were power itself. They understand that a huge office, luxuriously appointed, is a symbol of their power. So, they surround themselves with these, not because they want them, but because they give them more real power over others.

This system of linear exploitation of the "realists" over the "sub-realists," however, breaks down. It cannot be sustained. Those who see the real and consider themselves "realists" see the "sub-real" symbolic confusion in others, but they do not see it in themselves. Because they fail to understand the principle that the things themselves crave, the "realities," are messages that carry meanings outside themselves, they also fail to grasp that they themselves are victims of sub-reality as well. They may perceive and profit from how, because others cannot see its symbolic meanings, they can make them perceive great value in a Jeep itself. However, they are unlikely to perceive how their desire for money and profits is also based on meanings they ascribe to money and profits that are not in them. We may conclude that the so-called villains who exploit others using the tools communications theory supplies to them are themselves the greatest victims of the same illusion.

But their situation is even worse. Not only corporate executives but also those they hire to do the manipulation in advertising, those who seem most aware of the power of symbol and exercise it most directly over those lost in the sub-real, will find themselves, off the job, the victims of symbol and sub-reality. They may not hunger for the Jeep they so cleverly sell but for the Jaguar or for the ski trip to the Colorado lodge owned by the man who lusted after and bought one of their Jeeps.

This system of delusion and self-delusion is inevitable under conditions prevailing today. Both communications science and its practical applicators are able to perceive the "sub-reality" that dominates others and not that which dominates themselves. This is because they lack any independent or "absolute" standard for identifying when "realities" are symbolic and when they are not. The standard is purely relative. You can see the illusory nature of the desired objects in other people when they are different from yours or when you are yourself creating their illusions. You can see them only relative to where you are not involved yourself. Moreover, you can profit from your superior knowledge in specific areas only if you force yourself to work where you are not excited by the material product of your labor. To be selling illusions consciously to others not only plagues your conscience to death but also requires that you maintain a pretense both to them and to yourself that you really care about Jeeps. The duplicity becomes unconscious and, at the same time, an emotional drag on your ability to concentrate and be successful at your job. The quality of your product, the product you yourself do not really care about, inevitably deteriorates and you can delay or slow the deterioration only by deceiving yourself that you do care. Such deceit will require that you, off-the-job, indulge yourself in purchasing illusions that sustain your illusion that you have a meaning in work.

What must happen to break the cycle of enslavement is to realize that both messages about things (television commercials) and things themselves (Jeeps and other "real" things) are media. Neither of them is ultimately "there." They all point to a "super-reality" -- to what is "above" "reality." Without this higher realm you can only move from "sub-reality" in certain areas to "reality," but this movement will require that you drop deeper into "sub-reality" elsewhere.

The passage from "reality" to "super-reality" can proceed by starting with the same process of dis-illusionment that brought you from "sub-reality" to "reality": the failure of "cold reality" to satisfy you so that the more you pursue and acquire "real" things the more you realize their hollowness. But the most important part of the movement is for the dis-illusioned realist to return to the symbol and myths that they unconsciously attached to "things." Once you see that what you were actually seeking after was not "in" the thing but beyond it, then you can start pursuing through things to the true meanings they represent symbolically. The first transformation that will take place in your being is that you will relate differently to things. You will not abandon them, but you will no longer be attached to them. Your search will be with them and through them but not to them. Ironically, your relationship with things will be better than before; you will become a true realist who takes the message of the medium called things for what it is. You can do this only because you take the message of the symbol and myth for what it is. Both "realists" and "sub-realists" are bound to confuse the two. Only a "super-realism" that operates beyond the realm of things (it is metaphysical) discovers the standard adequate to measure all "things."

17. Myth and Mental Illness

The notion that disturbances of the soul or psyche are illnesses gained ascendancy only in the nineteenth century. This idea culminated with Freud and psychoanalysis. It has been parlayed into a major industry and is the foundations of a major public service, community mental health. "Mental illness" as a concept of disease that parallels physical illness is vague and pervasive. Some psychologists have argued that "mental illness" is a myth. (Szasz) Mental illness does exist. Psychology just has not explained exactly what it is.

That we identify what "in" us is afflicted with the disease with such unclear and diverse labels as the "soul" or "psyche" or the "mind" indicates just how vague they are. Mental illness is a disease of the "mind" in so far as mental artifacts are involved in it. It is a disease of the "psyche" or "soul" to the extent that distortions in these artifacts bring havoc to our state of being.

To the extent that you have not been inwardly absorbed into the prevailing social reality, to the extent that you are alienated from it whether consciously or unconsciously, words lie in wait for you like a trap ready to spring. This trap does not initially imprison you. Instead, it offers you an escape from the prison of normal existence. To the extent that we all live in a reality composed of "things," we are all alienated from it. Remember, the things are not ultimately real. They do not speak to us directly as they are. Words and names participate in creating them. Thus, names mediate our direct contact with life. Names and the "things" they create outwardly unite us to, but inwardly distance us from, the world. Some people, however, suffer not just from this general and common alienation from the world. They endure an uncommon and particular, if not unique, estrangement from it. These people especially can be mirrors to us. They can help us become aware of our own common form of alienation. Without them, we would have a hard time seeing it, let alone understanding it, precisely because it is so common.

None of us is integrated into all the groups that compose our societies but most of us are integrated into some. Most of us are still members of families, we still share with fellow workers the comradeship of the job, and we share with the vast majority of the members of society being "law-abiding" citizens who are sexually "normal." There are, however, vast numbers of us who are not just alienated from other people's families or professions but also from any family or any profession. There are the jobless, the unemployed, the physical or spiritual orphans, the criminals, and the homosexuals.

In Saint Genet, John Paul Sartre illustrates how criminals and homosexuals have to live in a world that is not theirs. It is not theirs because, by virtue of their identities, they are alienated from "good" society. (Sartre) The very language of the society that alienated them, the language that constitutes the essence of both natural and manufactured things, confers a proprietary relationship on normal citizens impossible for the dispossessed. Since I own property, when I see my neighbor's property I see his relation to it as the same as mine. His property is not my property but it is property, a reality I can grasp in my "own" terms. If you are propertyless or, worse, if you are a thief to whom property is always somebody else's relationship to things and someone who is hostile to you, the meaning of the term for you is one of negation and alienation. The very perception of the reality of "property" is hostile and alien. The world is hostile and alien. What you see, you experience as a reproach. Good citizens who are integrated into society see jewelry or diamonds; you, unable to wear or possess them, see "ice." You give them your own names, names that reflect how they relate to you or as they show themselves to you. They are clear and they sparkle but they are not life to you but death. They are not warm but cold. Once you have a different name for them, you will see them differently. Others who are similarly alienated adopt your name for them and so share your perception. When you talk with them about "ice," they understand what you mean. The term designates a reality and a meaning you share among yourselves, but not with good citizens.

All of us are radically alienated from the structure of being so long as we regard ourselves as good and integrated citizens. We experience the reality of the world and of ourselves through the artificial names of our common social life. Therefore, we always can slip into consciousness of our alienation. You may facilitate this by drugs, or traumatic situations such as the death of a loved one. However, you need neither. It can happen one day as you walk down the street. You are suddenly struck by the radical "strangeness" of the world, by the hollow cars racing down the street, driven by desperate people like yourself rushing to get to work while dreading the destination. Anything at all can suddenly appear absurd and incomprehensible: a fork, eating itself, haircuts every two weeks, shaving every morning, perming your hair only to watch it go limp in days, endlessly filling your car with gas, polishing it as you watch it rust. Into that unexpected experience of estrangement or alienation from normal reality, names pop into your mind. If they are powerful enough, you actually can see the world through these words so that you perceive the long line of cars as ants with fins.

This transformation, stimulated by your state of being, moves from the purely mental response of drawing up an "inappropriate" word and moves to affect your actual relation to the world when you see the ant-line progression. The event itself constitutes a liberation from the illusions of normal reality through your liberation from the conventional terminology of names that constructs the reality you perceive. Regardless of the strength of your "abnormal" perception, you can move from it into two opposite directions. One of them is called "mental illness." The other is "transcendence."

Since you have been, until the moment of breakdown, so fully integrated into society and absolutely lost in believing in the reality of its logic, you may be frightened. You may wit"ÇÉÑÖÜáàâäãåçéèêëíìîïñóòôöõúùûü°¢£§·¶ß®©´¨ÆØ±<>¥µªºæø¿¡¬«» ÀÃÕ­p;-""''÷ÿצ¤<>ff·,"ÂÊÁËÈÍÎÏÌÓÔÒÚÛÙ"°¸"hdraw from it, stand back, and consider what has happened an "hallucination." If you cannot end it, you may declare yourself "mentally ill" or you may start living on the basis of your new perception so that you cannot force yourself to join the long line of finned ants on their way to the oblivion of work. Thus, either your "choice" or actions of your friends and family will place you under the judgment of psychiatry, that "branch of medicine" that deals with mental problems. Whether you seek out the help of a psychiatrist or others commit you to one because of your abnormal behavior, you will be given a new name. Psychiatry may label you "a schizophrenic."

You are diseased. You are genuinely disturbed and not at "ease." However, your real disease is not that you are seeing things differently from others. It is that you are unable to give up your old belief that normal reality is out there and established by the world instead of being created by names and concepts. You, therefore, experience a contradiction in your experience of reality. You can give up neither your old belief or the new. Both you and the normal majority of citizens and the psychiatrists know that contradictions are impossible. Reality cannot be both humans in cars on their way to work and finned ants fleeing to oblivion. Even if you do not, the normals and the psychiatrists know ahead of time which of these alternatives is genuine and which is an hallucination. They think you are sick as long as you refuse to abandon the "hallucinations" and return to the safety of normal perceptions. Actually, however, you are sick as long as you cannot use both your contradictory perceptions to gain a better understanding of life as it actually is. You stay sick when you cannot understand that the normally ordered reality is violent and alienating to the human spirit and you cannot grasp that the alternative words that construct an alternative realities are symbols trying to reveal a truth to you.

A way out might appear, an alternative both to the disease of hallucination and to the return to the disease called "normalcy" the "hallucination" temporarily released you from. You could look to art or religion. You could become a poet or an ascetic. Instead of abandoning your new perceptions, you write a poem portraying your dreadful experience of the traffic in the streets. Instead of going back to work yourself you resign, retire, become a hermit, join a religious movement or monastery. You act and live on the basis of your impressions. Normal people respect you, make charitable contributions to support your monastery or buy your poems. You may even set your poetry to music and become rich and famous lyricist for rock music.

These are not solutions. They are not ways of transcending your plight. This is so, first, as far as you yourself are concerned in your new relation to yourself and to life. Both your poetry and your asceticism are only negations of the negation. They are only rebellions against the established order you had lived before. They therefore depend on it, and in the process of rejecting it, actually live off it. You replaced one kind of prison with another. The other is even worse than the first because it feels like liberation from prison since you enter it in order to break out of the old order. It is a mere rebellion. You have simply taken a permanent and paid vacation from the norm.

That art and religion have led you into a cul-de- sac is made still more evident because others pay for your vacation. The good people whose lives you abandon to indulge yourself and whose lives you criticize support you. As a poet and a saint, you have become their temporary vacation. They pay you to live on the edge. You do for them what they want to do but cannot do. They cannot even recognize that they want to do it By buying your music or by contributing to you charitably, they simultaneously affirm the desire in themselves, distance it from their consciousness, and prove that their normal life is superior to yours because you need them and it to support you. They make you unauthentic but only because you first were unauthentic yourself. Dual and opposing un-authenticities living off each other, feeding off each other, and dead in each other's embrace.

Popular or critical success is death to both the poet and the ascetic. Sanctity defined is sanctity debased. Poetry defined is poetry betrayed. The level of fame of the saint and the rock star is the measure of the betrayal of humanity they embody. False art and false religion and the falsity of normal existence all join to proclaim the slogan of falsity: "You can't argue with success!"

Under conditions today, success is a sure sign of falsity. Failure, however, can mark either genuine achievement or falsity. Any successful poet or saint who has the smallest degree of sensitivity understands that when either the mass of normal citizens or a small band of critics honor you without following you, you have become a fraud. The most successful "poets" in the modern day, the rock stars of a few decades ago, such as Elvis Presley or Jim Morrison, have the sensitivity to know that something has gone wrong. They either start deteriorating and decaying or they abandon their success. Some are merely performers. Their art is the performance itself so that they find it nearly impossible to abandon the lie and keep performing until they die at an early age a hulking and decayed shell of their hopeful youth. Others, like Morrison, are also writers who hobble away on the crutch of poetry while abandoning the masses.

Neither of these strategies works. They fail for the same reason that poets and ascetics who keep denouncing normal life and even insulting their fans remain frauds. The celebrities are sensitive enough to know that the adulation they get is an insult, but all they can do is insult their adulators. They have found negation in adulation and have negated it, but they have not found a way out. Poets and ascetics have only two fates: to allow themselves to be absorbed back into the norm by adopting the official status of being a thing to normal society (being "the poet" or "the ascetic") or constantly rebelling against every being that they start becoming or that others ascribe to them.

There is, however, a third alternative, a path to genuine health. It does not entail negating the fans by insulting or abandoning them but accepting failure at their hands. There is a path of genuine poetry and genuine sanctity. It is the path of failure. However, if you understand the value of failure, you can still fall under the illusion that you can choose failure. Instead, you must choose success and being. Only then can you genuinely experience rejection and failure. You cannot react by either affirming or rejecting this rejection. Both are paths back to the lie.

When the experience of alienation that you share with those who others call "schizophrenics" comes and the world grows absurd, you cannot sustain the normal meanings and names for the things you see. You see things not differently from the normal. You actually see different things. You can, however, accept this as a boost outside the world. You can accept it as a revelation that all things are artificial and created. Standing outside things, you master them. Mastering them, you resurrect them. You have used your alienation from the world to gain the world. Most use their alienation from the world to lose themselves and the world.

18. Ideology: Right and Left

Aristotle in his Metaphysics (p. 267), agrees that all things that are subject to movement or change are composed of contraries. For him, contraries are direct opposites such as man and non-man. Yet he criticizes others for believing in this principle without indicating how it is that the contraries came together and remain together. His answer is that there is a third element in all changeable beings: matter. Changes occur in "form" or essential character. They do so because essential character is contradictory. Matter is both the subject of change and the container of the antagonism. He even cites Empedocles claim (p. 268) that it is love that unites opposites, but disposes of it by claiming that since love is in the two opposites, it itself is inadequate to account for their unity.

What draws the opposites together is the "appearance of the good." (p. 267) This appearance of the good is the "final cause" that precedes the emergence of anything. It stimulates the energy that draws the two opposites into unity and preserves them in unity.

Now, "appearance" has a double meaning. The first is that the good "makes an appearance" or "manifests itself." This appearance, occurring in the presence of the opposite and not without its presence, then engenders the love that draws the two together. The opposing parts originated as opposites in an original fragmentation of the one good. This one, therefore, is the matrix, the mother, the matter out of which it came. The affirmation of "man" was a fragment of the good. In its being created, it required its opposite "non-man." The good created the opposite simultaneously. "Man" can have no reality except alongside its contrary "non-man." This analysis clarifies Aristotle's notion of "matter." It shows that for him "matter" is not some sort of molecular substance things are made of, and so it disposes of the distortions his successors imposed on his original ideas. The "material cause" is really nothing but the good there in the beginning but also the good all being is drawn toward and united in.

There is, however, another meaning to the term appearance." We normally distinguish between "appearance" and "actuality." Using this meaning, the "appearance of the good" refers to what looks good but is not actually good. It is what we mistake for the good. The ambiguity of the term is fortunate. It can contain a paradox that comes closest to reflecting the truth: in every appearance of the good that stimulates love or attraction, the good is actually there but is likely to be mis-perceived.

You will mis-perceive it when you do not understand his metaphysical character. You will fail to understand that character so long as your faculties for metaphysical understanding are not developed. In specifically social relations, when a man falls in love with a woman, it is always occurs because the good manifests itself to him. If, however, he thinks the explanation of his love is her reality, he has mis-perceived the source of his love. In pursuing her, he will achieve not unity and the good but only a reverse reflection of his own conflicts. By confronting them through and in her in marriage, he may or may not elevate himself above to the good itself that inspired him.

The human being is susceptible to illusions far beyond any other animal. This is because we, more than any of them, live in reality. Because we live in a realm of pre-defined objects, we all-too-easily invest our love in them. However, when you live from illusions of the good by falsely investing spirit in things, you will suffer. The suffering signifies the error. If you devote yourself to truth, your pain will teach you and show you the error and how to overcome it. For example, you might be attracted to candy bars. Because a good appears when they do, you fall into the illusion of believing it is in them. However, if you keep eating them, your teeth begin to decay, your stomach aches, you grow obese. In short, your body starts to disintegrate. What shows that sugar was not good, although it "participated" in the good or reflected it, is that instead of unifying the opposites combined to constitute your body, it led to their disunity.

Bodily health is the harmony of all the opposing elements that compose it. Medicine is properly the science that attains knowledge of the good that maintains that harmony. Thus, health and medicine are great figures or symbols for well-being as a whole. They are finally inadequate because neither focuses on the good itself but on a relative good, the good of "the body." The body is a pre-defined object. It is not reality but a prejudice about reality. Its well-being, sought as a final end, is there fore an illusion of the good. Human existence, more concretely understood, contains the contraries life and death. "Health" and "medicine" identify themselves with the well-being of the body. Therefore, they associate the good in existence only with life and not with death. Medicine is helpful only relatively. It improves our knowledge of the good relative as compared with the lesser knowledge we had before. That a candy bar is good is a worse or more constricting illusion than that the life of the body is good. The life of the body is a greater good or is closer to the good itself than the good of eating a candy bar even though, by itself, it too is a limited, relative, and illusory good.

Only when you consider human existence as a whole -- as the mass of contrary relationships themselves -- rather than isolate out a defined object or thing however great, do you have a chance to reach its highest quality. An exploration of the good invested in a candy bar or the good invested in the body reverses a principle that is applicable to existence itself. In the whole of your existence wherever you pursue something under the illusion that it is good, you will suffer when you attain it. The famous notion that it is a curse to get what you want expresses this paradox.

The greatest curse is not for Romeo to lose Julliet to death. It is for him to get her. The intensity of his passion for her is proof that she is an illusion of the good. By getting married, both would suffer great pain. Not getting each other is not any better. Then, each continues in the illusion of an unfulfilled longing. There is only one way out of this kind of illusion. Both Romeo and Julliet, like each of us, must kill the "thing" they love. Because such love is never for the thing, only by "killing" it do we get to truth. Of course, this "killing" must not be interpreted to mean factual killing. Instead, it is the killing of seeing through the illusion. Factual killing only preserves the illusion. It even grows stronger because of guilt and remorse.

What holds any group of people together, what unifies the greatest number of most extremely opposite people is the appearance of the good itself. The genuine unity and harmony of a diverse nation is the greatest evidence of goodness in it. Since everything that appears good to a people actually participates in good in some way as either a fragment or a model of the good, it will always unite them at least partially. Where the actuality of the good has been partial or the people have mis-perceived it, however, the more of the good the society focuses on is achieved, the more the society will disintegrate. It will lose its unity. Its wealth or "productivity" will decline. Crime, corruption of political and economic leadership, and alienation of all will grow.

It is in the face of this disintegration that ideologies of the right and left emerge. Everyone senses the decline and finds their lives threatened by it. If, because of the eclipse of the metaphysical and the deterioration of the spiritual tools that allow you to grasp it so that "the good itself" is rendered invisible, the inevitable reaction to the threat and the deterioration is either fantasy or a deliberate appeal to illusion. Let us say a nation has been collectively seized by the good of attaining riches. More and more compete with their neighbors for riches. Instead of actually uniting everyone, the "unity of all under the good of riches" produces a false and temporary unity. It generates conflict over wealth and the increasing dispossession of some so that others may possess more. Since no amount of riches is satisfying, there is no end to the quantity of wealth some will seek even if it means the starvation and homelessness of others.

One ideology that emerges as a fantasy to stave off the inevitable disintegration and collapse of the nation is the "liberal" ideology. It holds to wealth as the good but sees the possibility of re-distributing the wealth so that total well-being might be greater. It promises that the nation can make "progress" by taking collective action, through taxation, new laws to restrict the obscenely wealthy, to control their despoiling the earth, and so on. As a promise, this program represents another appearance the good. A "fairer" distribution of national resources is at least a fragment of a genuine good. As long as it defines progress in terms of distribution of wealth, however, it still serves the original illusion and, in practice, is bound to fail. It will not achieve redistribution, and, even were redistribution to take place, it would not bring about greater individual satisfaction and national harmony.

Thus, disintegration continues. The reaction is the "conservative" fantasy. It is a fantasy, like the "liberal" one, that lives off the threat of disintegration. The rise in crime energizes it. Sometimes it gets support even by complaining publicly about the continuing exploitation of some by others. This is especially true when conservatives can point out that the very leaders of the liberal program that promised a fairer distribution of wealth themselves begin to acquire more than their fair share. Unlike the "liberal" fantasy, however, the "conservative" fantasy also lives off, depends on, or is relative to the liberal fantasy. Liberals do not need conservatism in order to come into being, but conservatism needs liberalism. Conservatism can stay alive only if it keeps alive the "evil ideology" of liberalism. "Conservatives" need to blame the disintegration of the society on the progressive program and are successful because the evidence will support their charges. However, "conservatives" fall into the fantasy of claiming that simply by rejecting the liberal program and returning to the love of wealth pursued "freely," the nation will prosper. According to "conservatives" the only reason why crime is increasing, the quality of products is deteriorating, and everyone is feeling "malaise" is that the society had fallen under the grips of the liberal ideology.

It should be easy to see now how political cycles of liberalism/conservatism can rule, how those with even a little historical sense become cynical and opportunistic, and how the illusion of those who grow cynical and opportunistic is the worst of all. It is the attitude that finally completes the disintegration process.

As conditions worsen, the actual absence of unity generates energy through antagonism and frustration. If the frustrated direct their energy into further fantasies or illusions of either the liberal or the conservative variety, they con preserve the illusion of unity but only as long as the nation dwells in the realm of rhetoric. Disintegration in reality keeps growing and unhappiness spreads. First leaders from the left and then, discrediting them, leaders from the right develop beautiful words that capture the image of the good itself. The greater the disintegration the faster the flight from one side to the other and the more the oscillation takes place in the realm of rhetoric alone. In the final phase, ideology becomes self-conscious. Liberals and conservatives alike begin to realize that neither ideology makes any real difference in the actual unity of the nation. Both sides recognize that disintegration is increasing. They cease to believe in ideology or in their fantasies. They grow concerned that none of them can lead to any real improvement and conclude that it is fantasy itself that is the unifying principle. Thus, cynical opportunists become the leaders of the nation. They are the ones who are best able to present pure fantasy to the public, to present pure "appearance" of the good. What they say has not even a particle of actual possibility in it, and they have no intention of trying to turn the "appearance" into reality. They consider themselves as the symbol of the nation. To them, the nation has no reality accept in them and the fantasy they represent. They utterly disregard the suffering of the nation. They no longer make any attempt to learn how the good itself was embedded and lost in the fantasy. The separation of fantasy from actuality is complete. Actual disintegration accelerates beneath the illusions their pure ideology generates. Pure ideology has cynically renounced everything except itself. It has become ideology that the leaders consciously generated only to make citizens feel good about the ideologue. Citizens, naturally, are only too happy to accept uncritically the comforting lies.

The whole society becomes a system of massive self-delusion. The worse things get -- the greater the despair, crime, delinquency, addiction, etc. -- the less people, whether they be merely citizens or leaders, want to deal with them. When they can no longer avoid them, they turn them into entertainment. Thus, they appear to be interested in crime, rape, murder, etc., but refuse to see that their own conceptions of good are responsible for causing the suffering. Clever political leaders talk constantly about the disintegration but only as a device where they awaken the threat and fear in all of us only to appeal to our will to narcoticize ourselves by blaming some other ideology rather than theirs and ours for the catastrophe.

19. Deformities and Abilities

Normal human beings are understandably repelled by deformities. Deformities look unhealthy and unnatural. Once you understand, however, that the shape that gets deformed is itself already unnatural and possibly unhealthy, then you can see how great the value of certain kinds of deformities is.

The ancient world is filled with symbolic stories of the transformation of the formed into the deformed and the transformation of the deformed into the transcendent. Two examples will suffice for our purposes here. The first is the myth of Oedipus and the other is the story of Christ.

Of the so-called miracles of Christ, two stand out above all. He treats the blind and the lame. "The blind see and the lame walk." (Luke, 7:21) In these "miracles," it is vital to distinguish between two things: the state of being and the possession of abilities. The key to understanding such "miracles" is that Christ does not change the objective state of the being of the victim. Blindness in the sense of the eye that does not work remains. Lameness in the sense of twisted legs does not go away. What happens is the effect or consequence of the distortion in being is reversed. The "miracle" is actually a paradox. The blind remain blind, yet they see and they see better than the sighted. The lame remain lame, yet they walk and they move better than the straight-legged.

Oedipus is deformed from birth. The puzzling action of his father Laius in piercing his feet as an infant before he exposed him to death gave him his name, Oedipus or "the swollen-footed." At the end of Sophocles' tragic play "Oedipus Rex," Oedipus destroys his eyes and so renders himself blind. Like the story of Christ's miracles, the tale of Oedipus is a "riddle" or a paradox. The lame, swollen-footed Oedipus can actually "walk" so well that he defeats replaces a king. Moreover, while he is able to "solve" the riddle or paradox of the Sphinx, he cannot solve the riddle of his own birth and life until he destroys his eyes. Blinded he, like the "seer" Teresias who tells him the riddle of Oedipus's birth, can see. Walking well while lame, Oedipus walks without vision or wisdom and so commits actions that doom not only himself but his offspring to exile and defeat at the hands of his successor, King Creon.

The great follower of Christ mirrors in his own experience the symbols of the miracles Christ performed directly on those he met. On the road to Damascus, Paul is "blinded by the light." The light that enlightens is associated with blindness, even though it is in his case a passing blindness. It lasts only until his conversion is complete. Subsequently, however, and throughout his life Paul proclaimed that he suffered from a debilitating "wound in the flesh."

A core of the most ancient rituals of "religion" combine these same two elements. (Ginzburg, pp. 237-247) Initiates are both "blinded," as in the Elysian Mysteries where they apparently are led into complete darkness before the cave is illuminated, and made "lame," as in the cult of Dionysius where the celebrants danced lamely on one foot. (Ginzburg, pp. 237-238) Initiation required that you utterly stop "seeing" as you did normally and that you ceased acting or moving ("walking") as you did normally. Initiation, therefore, involves a ritual death that is actual and complete as far as the self is concerned. Only after completely blotting out the old knowledge and the old living could you return to existence "reborn."

Christ can establish a universal religion because he requires no specific ritual of initiation. This is an amazing accomplishment. He did it by teaching initiates to recall the "incapacities" already present in their lives -- their "lies" and "mis-actions." These subjective images and desires and those objective actions were to be designated as "sins." He showed how "sinners" were both right and wrong. They were right because they were rebelling against the "non-being" of "being." No normal social and individual standard of good is absolute good. When society and the individual enforce the norm over themselves and others, the negative aspects of it, the elements of "non-being" in it, grow stronger and stronger. Sensitive individuals cannot but inwardly rebel. However, they are tempted to rebel against what both they and their societies are convinced is good. Subjectively experiencing lust as well as committing objective acts of fornication both are judged as bad or as "sins." However, the longing to commit sin or the ground it arises out of is always a desire for the good lost when they absolutized the conventional ideas of good.

The error of "sinners," however, is to reject also the good elements that are in the conventional ideas of good. In reacting to the "non-being," negation, or "bad" contained in the defined "good," they also reject the "being" it contains. Thus, we arrive at the paradox that, from Christ's point of view, sin remains sin but it also is the universal path to salvation from sin. Sin is a deformity, but one generated out of the previous deformity of partial and limited "morality." Merely saying "no" to the second deformity leaves you with the first and the first will eventually regenerate or reconstitute the second.

This is what Christ shows when he convicts the good citizens of hypocrisy. Those who condemn acts of lust themselves continue to lust. Their desire to punish those who act out of lust arises not because they find the acts bad but precisely because they experience them as a good they are denying to themselves. They hate the "sinner" not because of the sin but because of their own envy or resentment that the sinner is getting away with something that they are too weak or fearful to indulge themselves in. The wise always forgive the sin since they understand that the sinner is impelled to it by a call to a good higher than normal morality. Sinners are redeemed and preserved (or "saved") to the extent that they transcend the contradiction between "being" and the "non-being" within it by moving to the Nothingness that is the ground of both. The very being of "the world" is saved through the "sin" or impulse to "non-being" that leads to Nothingness.

The essence of this new and universal religion of Christ is two-fold: 1) It taches how to use the sin that all of us experience in one form or another to break free both by rejecting the non-being of being and particularly by forgiving others and so we ourselves find forgiveness. And 2) it demonstrated the redemption of the sinner in the story of Christ's life that shows the path to the Absolute Nothingness called "God."

Unlike earlier religions of blindness-that-sees and lameness-that-walks, Christianity is not a cult. It does not need a ritual of initiation to produce the change in individuals. It is exactly because it is not a cult that it is universal. No one anywhere is ever denied salvation. It is also universal in the sense that it is the universal solution to the decline and destruction of individual and social life. The rituals of the cults not only depended on specific forms of blinding and rendering lame but also had to be formulated to serve specific social and individual ways of living. What Christ proposes breaks out of the specific and the particular as well as the general. You can use whatever lameness and blindness that is peculiarly yours and devolves particularly upon your culture. Using them, you can gain access through the specific aspects of "non-being" they contain to the universal Absolute Nothingness. Moreover, the specific elements you used to get to Nothingness are the specific vehicles for transcending and elevating the old forms so you can preserve and return to them.

Even to place Christ's proposal into the same category as ancient cults and refer to both as "religion" is to miss the significance of the dramatic distinction between them. However, looking at both together can reveal the common principle they share. It is that deformity is the path to a higher form. Unless they realize this, then both individuals and societies will get caught up in the constant cycle of warfare. On one side stand those who experience the non-being in being (the evil in good). They cannot but see, feel, and act from that knowledge to injure those who experience the being in non-being. Facing them, stand those who experience the being in non-being but fight to repress it in themselves and to destroy it in others or to destroy the others who cannot deny it in themselves.

Crime and passion unleashed are not black stains on the white purity of the soul of the individual or nation. They are instead revelations that the whiteness seen is only a whitewash. The irresistible attraction to look at, to feel about, or to do the dark deed, is always ambivalent. While not good itself, it is good when it reveals the bad in what was presumed to be good. The sin is forgiven and transformed but not blotted out or annihilated. Crimes, passions and those who will not stop acting in a criminally passionate way must be similarly forgiven and transformed, not obliterated.

20. The Spiritual Value of Sports

It is rare but not unheard of to learn two invaluable lessons through participating in sports. Both are in the mystical tradition and are never evident in conventional approaches that see great value in athletics for other reasons. The first entails "positive" learning and the second, and more important, involves "negative" learning. The first is joy; the second is suffering.

The positive lesson is simple to gain, but hard to use and easy to abuse. Sport can be an expression of the physical path to higher consciousness. Stress on the body can release the hold on consciousness that the "created world" of "reality" normally has.

Examples of how your acceptance of ordinary "reality" can bind your consciousness to its lower levels include how it creates individual and group motives. One such motive generated by ordinary reality and related to sports is "wining the game." This value is relative to, or created by, the game itself. Athletes, however, can transcend this kind of motivation and, in the midst of the intensity of playing, can find joy in the ecstasy brought about by the activity itself. They discover the possibility of transcendent values and motives.

The prison of normal consciousness can also take the form of the confining you to the simple, common perception of the "real" world as a world of "things" or objects. Here the illusory principle is that things are just as you perceive them--a "tree" is exactly the tree you see. The fact of the matter is that what you see, at best, are only those aspects of "the world around you" and of "the tree" that your language forces you to focus on. Athletes, absorbed in their actions, can find themselves in a transcendent state where they lose contact with this conventional reality. They experience the possibility of perceiving in a manner that reveals an altered reality.

Clever coaches often drive their athletes to levels of exertion that induce this state of ecstasy precisely because it makes the athletes more vulnerable to nearly complete control. They can become utterly dependent on their coaches for direction once they find themselves, because of the vulnerability of the ecstatic state, in an intense relationship with them that is different from, but more intimate than, marriage. Lucky athletes, however -- those who are even moderately self-reflective and especially those who participate in individual sports such as running -- can find enormous liberation through the ecstasy. They can, first, begin to enjoy for its own sake the ecstatic annihilation of ego and the world. Then, they can recall the experiential knowledge of that private realm when they return into the artificialities of the normal "world." This double consciousness can liberate them from its control and from the control of those, who, like coaches, appear to rule in it.

It is easy to attain the state of ego annihilation and ecstatic joy. However, in itself, this attainment is both empty and dangerous. It is not the goal. It is not an end but a beginning. If you fail to go beyond it, it would have been better for you never to have achieved it at all. This is so not only because it will make you vulnerable to the real power of others but also because the pleasure of achieving this ego-less state can become both an addiction and a means of escaping life rather than encountering it and fertilizing growth. Physiologists are right to associate chemicals such as endorphins with this state because it is the same basic state as can be achieved through other chemicals as diverse as alcohol and LSD. Unlike sports, drugs, particularly the so-called "hallucinogenic" variety, produce the "transcendent" experience usually where "authority figures" are lacking and this, as well as the intense nature of the experience itself makes it hard for organized and oppressive societies to appropriate its power by using it to control you for the service of their own ends. Public authorities consider such drugs "dangerous" precisely for that reason.

Other vitally important lessons that you can learn through participation in sports are that the human organism is massively adaptable to, and geared for the pursuit of, "goods" higher than simple physical and emotional pleasure and that the only means available to achieve this adaptation to the higher good is accepting a special kind of voluntary suffering. The popular coaching phrase, "No pain, no gain," does contain a bit of wisdom. It is like any powerful lie. Successful lies can only be successful because of the slice of truth they contain. A lie that is absolute or contains no truth cannot exist. Coaches distort the truth of the slogan in two ways. First, they employ pain to get athletes' minds and bodies to adapt to the goals of the sport, the interests the coaches, and the desires of the fans. The very bodily development and skills so admired in athletes as well as what they had to endure to acquire them are visible expressions of degradation. The "developed" body symbolizes how the person is degraded by becoming a means to the "good" or goals of the game. This is so even though coaches and fans can deceive athletes and athletes can deceive themselves by the flattery of using the prevailing false images of "perfection" into thinking that this degradation is elevation or that the successful and famous athlete is a superior human being rather than an inferior and degraded one. Even where the degradation is not for the sake of the artificial goals of games and coaches, however, it can still exist. In the "sport" of bodybuilding, for example, the degradation that submits the person to the goal of perfection of "the body" itself instead of to the good of the whole human being in the service of life itself, sometimes takes even physical shape in the way overdeveloped muscles begin to look grotesque and repulsive to anyone not themselves afflicted by an addiction to bodybuilding's spiritually derailed images of physical perfection.

One piece of evidence that reveals how the truth element in the slogan "no pain, no gain" is distorted is that, while the principle may be applied to other parts of life, athletes do not make it universal. For example, in the sport you might follow the slogan and "play over" or "suck up" the pain in order to run faster, but then you ignore the rule, avoid discomfort as much as possible where food is concerned and end in nursing your body excessively. You become scrupulous as to what you eat so that your stomach will not be upset or so that the nutritive level will be as "balanced" as possible. Bodybuilders have been known to be so obsessive about avoiding distress in their bodies other than the stress that makes their muscles grow that they will change their habit of sleeping on their sides when they are told it might be uncomfortable and cause less blood flow in one arm thus destroying the perfect lateral harmony of both sides of the body. Rather than allowing their bodies to suffer in a way that would permit them to adapt to and so to "gain" in their ability to survive under unpleasant conditions, they indulge their bodies to the maximum with wool mattress pads over yielding water beds. Moreover, many athletes become positively obsessive about avoiding any foods that disturb their digestive processes or put uncomfortable demands on their internal organs to the slightest degree.

The mysterious Georgian-Russian thinker Gurdjieff once noted his surprise about how American children were taught to eat food when he visited the United States around the middle of the twentieth century. Parents, influenced by "health experts," taught their children to chew their food thoroughly before swallowing it. In some cases, "thoroughly" was even identified as being a certain number of chews that were actually counted. This seemed like a good idea to physicians because it made the task of the stomach easier and so appeared to facilitate the entire digestive process. The problem is that in indulging the stomach, you fail to take life into account. Gurdjieff's point was that you need to train your stomach in your youth to accept only partly chewed food so that in your old age, when your teeth have weakened or been lost, your stomach will be prepared to digest un-chewed food. Similarly, medications given to children for minor diseases, especially if they are given regularly, do produce a weakened constitution in adulthood. It is even worse if young adults raised in an environment of excessive nursing care and nurtured in athletics by sports physicians, later continue to nurse their own bodies and spirits along.

You misuse pain or suffering when you deliberately use them to create and sustain illusions of authentic achievement. They can create such illusions both because of a built-in orientation and mechanical response in all of us that tells us we never do something painful except for a higher good. Therefore, if we are doing something painful deliberately, we immediately feel that it must be for a higher good. This spontaneous response is both supported and reinforced by the consequent "perfection" or "bettering" of specific things in life such as our bodies or sports skills. You use pain and suffering properly only when you accept them for the sake of a truly higher good you know directly. Since you can only guess at what is a higher good before you pursue and achieve it, you are always in danger of falling under the spell of the kind of illusions that enduring pain tends to generate -- the illusion that a phony and artificial game goal such as kicking a ball into a net is a genuine personal goal.

You can find out that pain is necessary for genuine growth in many ways. The trick is how to make sure you are using it properly. You can avoid distorting the knowledge and so derailing it to perverse purposes if you understand ahead of time why the distortion occurs and what kind of pain leads to genuine growth. There is a specific reason that athletes and the rest of us who reach the transcendent ego-less state, whether by physical exertion or by other means, abuse it by making it a way of escaping from, rather than an access route to, freedom and a more human life. It is that the contrast we see between this transcendent ego-less dimension we discover in the ecstasy of physical activity and the dimension of our normal life of ego and "reality" causes us pain. This pain that is the only kind of suffering that is valuable and necessary for growth and creativity. Only this pain can guarantee genuine gain. Living with one foot in each domain and willing to endure the chronic moderate as well as the occasional intense pain that this awkward position entails ultimately generates a genuine joy. Then your life becomes both truly your own and elevated. Higher consciousness induced by ecstasy has no value unless you use it to bring your life closer to the good.

21. Purification of the Flesh

Human flesh needs purification. The principle problem with asserting this is that it sounds as if the thing named flesh were somehow naturally dirty. What needs purification in you is not the flesh as such but the muddying of consciousness that occurs when it becomes your basic guide and standard for living.

Animals that are not human as well as children who are but whose humanity is undeveloped, are naturally ruled by the pleasures and pains of the flesh. These pleasures and pains are what Plato calls our "appetites." As far as we know, they guide animals all the days of their lives and carry them on to the highest fulfillment they can attain given the circumstances of their individual births and lives.

This kind of ruling principle is appropriate to the human being only in the very earliest stages of life. The Greeks also called these appetites the "passions" because they were forces that dominated us and we "suffered" under them. Children need adults to guard them against the free reign of their appetites at least until they reach an age when they are able to use language. Then they need help to learn how to identify, develop, and pursue goods that transcend their appetites or passions. Of course, adults who have failed to achieve their own human development are likely to direct their children in ways that are worse than if they left them to their appetites. Faulty adult guidance includes not only the obvious -- adult sexual perversions and criminal tendencies -- but also and more importantly those directions that they think reflect the genuine good of the child. These include imposing dietary rules and getting the children involved in social activities such as "summer camp" and sports.

There are at least two flaws in relying on appetitive pleasures or passions to guide you and motivate your action. As long as these flaws are in you, society cannot allow you freedom and autonomy. Instead, it must intervene and impose external control if it intends to preserve the human race physically. Unless it does so, deluded by illusions, you will violate others and undermine the unity and harmony of the whole. The flaws in using the appetites as ruling standards stem from what makes human life essentially different from that of other animals.

The first flaw exists because the pleasure principle that dominates appetites such as those for sex and food does not include the special characteristics of the human form of sexual activity and eating. When you rely on it for guidance in directing your life activities, it yields a certain animal satisfaction, but it fails to deliver to you what you are longing for. Your fulfillment as a human being in a sexual relation, for example, requires that you are present as a whole person to another and that you remain both interested in, and attracted to, the whole person of the other. The appetite for sexual activity guided only by the desire for pleasure in the sexual act will produce for you and for society not human happiness but human disaster.

Even Freud conceded that human beings could enhance their pleasure and satisfaction by means of "sublimation." Freud borrowed the term "sublimation" from the natural sciences. For chemists, to "sublime" a chemical is to purify it. To sublime a desire is to purify it as well. You purify human desires, how ever, not by reducing them to their simplest molecular state but by expanding them to achieve the complex compound of elements. It is in "unifying" our range of diverse desires in each act that represents the highest satisfaction possible to the human being. It is the pleasure, the motive, that is sublimated or made"sublime" not the object or thing. Mature human beings, as Freud pointed out, are psychologically independent and free. Around the time of the onslaught of puberty, they begin to gain the human faculties that enable them to discover, and be guided by, an inner standard that transcends and supersedes the animal appetites.

An even more important problem exists when you try to live guided by the pleasures of the flesh. It is that, when you do not purify these pleasures to achieve the complex compound state where they encompass a wholeness in the relationship between you and the world, they automatically manufacture false compounds. They get "encrusted" with desires that are extraneous and irrelevant to them. The bodily desire for sex, for example, gets loaded with different isolated, unpurified, and otherwise unsatisfied hungers. This is, in fact, a correlate of the first flaw. When you cling to a way of living that is guided by physical or emotional pleasure and fail to achieve the human form of eating and entering into a sexual relationship, then the complex of human needs gets confused in your consciousness with the simple desire for food or sex. It is widely known, for example, that what you think is a hunger for food so strong that it leads to overeating can actually be a displaced representation of an unfulfilled need for human friendship. Even though you have hundreds of "friends," you may have no genuine friend and so remain lonely. The human loneliness you experience is still beyond your capacity to understand since you have never experienced a true friendship -- a relationship of two whole individuals -- and no one even tells you that it could exist. Under these circumstances, it is easy for you to mistake an unfulfilled need for companionship that you cannot identify, let alone understand, with a desire for food.

Of course, you do not realize this confusion. You really think you desire all that ice cream. The problem is even more knotty because your desire can be inverted. You may restrain yourself from "self-indulgence" consciously because you think that getting fat is unhealthy when your desire to avoid obesity is actually the displaced motivation of a human need for power or perfection. Neither the desire for food nor your desire for health are merely and abstractly of "the body." You cannot understand why your "body" does not obey when it is so obvious that it "needs" no more food and so you persist in endlessly tormenting yourself with self-denial.

The same condition arises with the attitude that seeks out relationships with others in order to satisfy "emotional" needs. These needs are also of the "flesh" and "animalistic" as long as the prevailing motive is emotional pleasure. In fact, to distortions and illusions are even more prevalent in emotional pleasure than they are in physical pleasure. It is much easier to confuse a genuine longing for your own development as a human being -- the hunger to acquire independence and strength, for example -- with a desire for another person. The person either can represent strength to you or, because of their excessive dependence on you, can give you the temporary illusion of your own strength. In order to purify your desires from the encrustations of error you need to stop acting solely for the emotional pleasure and search out, from the patterns of your desires and how they fit into the rest of your life, what the pleasure really means or represents. Your pleasures are always only signs and symptoms that your reached some kind of good. They are not the good itself nor should you trust them, alone and without reflection, to accurately indicate the goodness of what you are doing when you feel them. Alone they cannot tell the difference between a genuine fulfillment and the illusion of a fulfillment.

Absurd outcomes are sometimes the only evidence -- if you are willing to look at them and understand what they demonstrate -- of this kind of impurity. Take the example of your desire to get a fifteen-speed bike to ride for exercise. You think your primary goal in getting the bike is for physical well-being. Your insistence on an expensive racing bike, however, indicates you are after something else. Finally, the fact that the fifteen speeds are designed to make the riding easier, and thus less valuable as exercise, proves conclusively that something is afoot here that you are completely unaware of. It may be that you have displaced your true longing for inner perfection into a desire for the most perfect bike you can afford. Your mind is exceedingly clever when it seeks mechanically to conceal disturbing and painful truths it would rather avoid such as evidence of the undeveloped state of your humanity. This skill is only more demonstrated by additional rationalizations such as that the fifteen speeds allow you to maintain a more constant level of energy output that conveniently abstruse medical experiments claim is best for your "cardio-vascular" system.

The aim of asceticism is purification. Purification is not self-denial but self-realization. It can help you release yourself from the illusions of desire. In this way you can purify and elevate your desires. Yet asceticism itself can become a displaced goal of perfection. It can create the illusion that the acts of self-denial themselves constituted the achievement of purification and elevation. Wrong-headed asceticism leads to the delusion that the "flesh" as an external object is bad and must be denied as much as possible. People who have an ascetic tendency must be especially alert for this kind of derailment. They usually end up in their own absurdities such as ascetically refusing to indulge in large, fat, meaty meals but overindulging in the acquisition of houses, cars, fifteen-speed bikes. Just as the tendency to indulgence in the fleshy, distorted, derailed, and decadent pleasure of food can be corrected through a proper exercise of asceticism, so, too, the tendency to preserve the same distortion by rigid refusal to indulge in the fleshy pleasure of food that constitutes an alternative method of self-delusion and sees "self-denial" as a good in itself can be combated by ritual indulgence in it. Both asceticism and indulgence are only methods or means; they must not become ends. The end is spiritual self-enlightenment. The goal of self-enlightenment is always a richer, fuller, and more authentic life.

22. Spirit and Sanctification

Human life cries out for sanctification. To sanctify some thing is to make it holy. The key mark of holiness is wholeness. Truth is not true unless it is whole. Good is not good unless it is the whole good. Life becomes true and good by becoming holy. To lead a holy, true, and good life, you need to take the whole into account in all your actions and to be wholly present in each of them.

Sanctification is a necessity of human life because, unlike all other forms of known life, only the human form is spiritual. Every relationship you have to yourself and the world is spiritual. Indeed, the spiritual is the essence of each such relationship. Consequently, the meaning of absolutely every "thing" in life is spiritual. This is so because everything that exists for us is the product of a relationship.

You do not see a tree because it is there as a tree. The tree you see is the product of a relationship between a mystery that is there and your senses and other spiritual faculties. To believe that any "thing" you see exists "out there" is the most fundamental of mistakes. It is an illusion. Thus, the Ancients spoke and wrote of the world as the realm of illusion. This was not because the thing "out there" was illusion. It was instead because whatever we experience through our senses we artificially create out of material present to us but material we immediately process through the spiritual faculties of our minds. At the same time, we find it nearly impossible to live in the world perceiving all that we see as illusion.

Sanctification is the process that returns each thing in life back to its spiritual roots. It allows you to realize the spiritual essence of every thing. It gradually transforms the goods in life into true good. Unless you follow the path of sanctification, you remain lost in the relative goods of the material world. For example, living in the material world of the automotive industry, you believe you should do a good job at building automobiles. However, this goodness is relative to the good of the automobile. When automobiles grow destructive, then building good ones is no longer good. In fact, you should stop building them altogether. This is so for every good you pursue in life. Not one of them is immune from both the distortions of illusion of the good and brought about by the destructiveness in their pursuit.

Because of this condition, normal life presents you with three alternatives. First, you can get lost in pursuing a relative good and spend your life under the illusion that it is worthwhile. Second, you can flit from one good to another. Initially, one good catches you in an illusion; then you get disillusioned; afterward, another good catches you temporarily. This cycle can go on indefinitely. Third, you can grow disillusioned with all goods and become cynical of the world and suicidal of your Self.

All of this happens because your investment of energy, your longing for good, is always spiritual. It is always for what is beyond every good thing and any good feeling. You will remain unaware of the nature of this spiritual quality unless you develop your spiritual faculties instead of continuing to use them in their underdeveloped state. As long as you have not developed them, you will always commit the mistake of thinking you want the good thing. It is not that this thing you seek is bad. It is evil. It caught you up in an illusion. Evil is the illusion of thinking that something is wholly good or genuinely good when it is only a partial good or a false good. Illusion is behind every bad thing you do. This evil principle brings badness into life. The love of money leads you to steal. You stole because you had falsely invested spirit in money. You fell under the illusion that it could give you the spiritual good you were after because you did not understand you were after a spiritual good at all. Indeed, because you are a child of the modern age, you lack nearly all knowledge and understanding of the true spiritual quality of your life.

Through a strategy of sanctification, you may, however, overcome your ignorance and escape the basic illusion of the world.

To achieve sanctification you need to follow a double strategy. The first and most familiar side of the method of sanctification is renunciation. Asceticism involves your recognizing that you are drawn to something for less than holy motives. Since you do not yet know how to enjoy it in a holy way, you give it up. You need to take this ascetic step in peace. You must not feel gloomy or think that you are giving up anything worthwhile. Your path is not so much denial as one of cheerful waiting. You willingly wait until either you see a way of relating in a holy way to the thing you gave up or you realize you were actually after something quite different from what you thought so you no longer want the thing you gave up. Thus, you are freed to find fulfillment elsewhere.

The other side of the work at sanctification is more active. The simplest way to practice it in the beginning is merely to focus on the greatest number of goods possible at every moment. This includes physical, emotional, and transcendent goods. Dwelling on your own physical and emotional goods permits you to encompass both the objective and subjective sides of your life. This is fairly simple. However, when you start including the physical and emotional goods of others, the task grows harder because to do so you have to enter the transcendent realm. This is because you can know the good of others only metaphysically. It takes a spiritual kind of knowledge. It involves your sensitivity not only to things or to a relationship between your senses and what is there. (Remember, all things are a relationship.) It also involves your judgment of the nature of the relationship. This judgment is outside the physical and the sensed. It is metaphysical and spiritual. To see a good in a family and a good in serving its physical and emotional well-being requires a judgment that is not of the senses.

Sanctification of your pursuit of money happens when you start thinking about what you are doing to yourself and others to gather it. This launches you on a quest of paying attention to more facets of your life simultaneously and following them. Again, your considerations may start with the physical and emotional damage your money-making wreaks on yourself and others. This is the awakening of conscience. The more elements of life you taking into account and more dimensions of good you encompass in your pursuit of money the more your conscience develops. There comes a point, however, when you will find you cannot unite the goods you see and bring them together in making money. Thus, your actions, and so your life, grow less holy. You find that when you serve the good of your family, you directly contradict serving the good of your business customers. Your only solution is to find a higher and purer kind of spiritual good.

It was to satisfy this need to identify and follow a higher, or more spiritual, good that the language of symbol, the logic of myth, and the method of religion developed.

The notions both that there are gods and that they are more "real" than "reality" are symbolic. They represent neither fantasy nor a primitive, pre-scientific explanation. They represent actual experiences. However, they are not sensuous experiences, and they are not theories based on sensuous experience. They stand for specific spiritual experiences. The possibility of living for god does not mean that you abandon yourself to a being or idea alien to yourself. Instead, it means that you abandon an illusion of self for a better knowledge of self and that you live for that truer self.

Of course, you could get seized by the spiritual significance of a myth unconsciously. The myth excites you. However, you could interpret the words in the story physically rather than metaphysically. Consequently, you fervently believe that there is a physical being called "god" that stands above you in the sky or in some physical realm that just happened to be momentarily invisible to your eyes. You are convinced you must serve it. Then you would be treating symbol, myth, and religion as nearly all in the modern age treat them: not as names, stories, and ceremonies that identify and invoke spiritual experiences, but fantasies you fall under in the name of "faith" or reject in the name of science.

Of all the dimensions of life that demand sanctification, none is more important than sex. Moreover, it is only from the sanctification of sex that flow the other vital sanctifications -- of motherhood, fatherhood, sisterhood, brotherhood, and the family.

Sexual attraction and sexual relationships always have a spiritual essence. It is there in the beginning and remains there until the end regardless of how you misinterpret and misuse them in your sexual activity. The worst thing you can do to sex is to make it an end in and of itself. To pursue sex as a final and isolated goal, is to lose entirely its spiritual meaning. Since sex is so important, since it is a form of spiritual call that is central to human life, you lose the essential core of your humanity when you approach sex unsanctified.

The highest material understanding of the spiritual essence of sex is seeing it as a means of human reproduction. The highest material expression of spirit in sex is when you perform sexual actions only in the service of reproduction. Thus, you see that any sexual act that does not focus on the possibility of conception is a crime against the spirit.

Those who reject this suffocating notion of sex are justified, of course, because the highest material expression of the spiritual core of sex is the lowest spiritual expression of it. It is after all a wholly biological view that sexuality appears in adolescence because the individual is ready for sexual reproduction. No, the true spiritual essence of sex is more revealed by the idea that adolescent children are so intensely awakened to sexuality not because of purely biological changes that enable them to reproduce but as a call to become whole human beings themselves after biological and social forces have conspired to give them a falsely narrow physical and social sexual identity. Their call to sex is a call to break out of the narrowness of that identity through the help of another who represents where they must grow. They will prosper in this task if they grow up in the midst a spiritual tradition that supports them in sanctification. This system will encourage sexual asceticism or abstinence and guide the young to understand the inner spiritual meaning that stimulates their love. Love redeems all sexual acts. This is so, however, only when you understand that love is divine. It always and only calls you to the holy, unifying, one god. When you see sex as the call to give birth to the holy one, then sex, guided by that knowledge, is sanctified. When it is sanctified, it reveals and expresses its true spiritual character.

Ordinary notions of sexual liberty do not express true freedom. When liberty means the power to perform whatever sexual act pleases you without interference from anyone or anything, it is sexual slavery or addiction. True freedom in all spheres is the freedom of the spirit from its derailments into illusion. The liberty to possess another body, whether for an evening or a lifetime, is like the liberty to posses property. Practiced in the modern world, these liberties enslave both possessor and possessed. The modern idea that equates liberty and freedom as this sort of possession is slavery wearing freedom's mask.

There is no freedom save freedom of spirit from derailment in objects. There is no freedom from derailment save through the purification of spirit where its embeddedness in things. The only path to this purification is sanctification.

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23. Spirit and Immortality

Your essential character -- what makes you what you are throughout all the changes you endure in your life -- actualizes itself on two levels. What you are in yourself and for yourself always remains pure spirit. This is the primary level. Only by using your spiritual mental faculties at this level can you know your true self and the truth of others. Departing into second-level knowledge to experience others, knowing things and people as objects. You have conceptual definitions of them. When you approach others as objects, then you also can know yourself, and so live your life, only as a thing. You live and know on the basis of concepts. Since the ground of your being is relational, you can exist in three ways because you can approach the relation differently. First, you can know and live on the basis of direct or spiritual sensitivity. Second, you can know and live, utterly unawakened to that sensitivity, in the realm of the senses and emotions. Third, you can know and live partly awake and partly asleep to your spiritual sensitivities.

The notion, drawn from Aristotle, that the primary factor in all explanation is knowledge of the essential character, the "form," of things, can account for the existence of "spirits." "Spirits" are different from gods and demons. Gods, demons and angels are spiritual forces that you have identified and named; "spirits" are unnamed actualized beings known only spiritually. Consider for a moment this notion of "form" or "essential character" as generated out of relationship. You emerge as a form or gain an essential character on the basis of the intersection of all the relationships that meet at the point you call yourself. Imagine a physical analogy to express the spiritual no-thingness of relations. The form or physical shape of a thing cannot be "in" the thing. It exists by virtue of its environment. You say it "occupies space," but space is not absolute emptiness except abstractly in your imagination. The shape of a thing physically is the contact between inner and the outer universes. Your flesh keeps its form by virtue of both the forces within it and the air and water and earth around it. To know your own shape directly is to experience the relationship. To know your shape indirectly is to name the things within and without (bones, flesh, blood, skin, air, water, earth).

When a "physical thing" (a thing that is a product of objectification or creation by names and concepts) dies, it seems obvious that this shape disappears. The essential and concrete character of that thing is annihilated. But a different way of understanding would conclude that such annihilation may be an illusion. It is literally, a "badly-lighted" perception of what happens. The thing as an object seen by our senses and felt by our emotions is artificially created in conjunction with a mental concept. This tree does not exist in and for itself as "tree." It exists as tree only relative to you as a thing and relative to your limited concept-perception. There is a legitimate view, (one that may outrage your logic and your ordinary awareness of reality but one that is nevertheless conceivable if you stretch your mind) that holds that directly, in itself and for itself, an essential character or form, once achieved is never annihilated. Of course, it does not continue to exist in the realm of things and the sequence of things. It does not "exist" in space and time since these are both relative to things. And yet it does exist.

Rupert Sheldrake, a well-respected biologist, in his revolutionary study, A New Science of Life: The Theory of Formative Causation, has accumulated empirical evidence that genes alone cannot account for the persistence of a life form. His notion is that once a form comes into being, more instances of that form have a better chance or an easier time of also coming into being. His studies give factual credence to Aristotle's claim that form, an independent causal factor for things, pre-exists. These forms would be directly knowable using, not the senses and the feelings that are bound down inevitably into concept, but instead the spiritual faculties of the mind. Relying initially on the less-developed spiritual faculties, those that are closest to the senses, you may find, if you are at all spiritually sensitive, that certain individuals or even mythical stories of "non-factual" heros and heroines inspire (in-spirit) you. In either instance, an essential character has touched you.

Sheldrakes's theory, however, holds that the greater its numbers when an essential character first emerges, the easier it is for its subsequent generations to emerge. Thus, the same or similar intersections of relationships re-produce themselves. The core problem of science is that it abandons the primary level of knowledge by spirit. Instead, it studies essentially only those characters that have emerged in masses and that it has labeled and defined. Thus, it can see only them. The unique it cannot see (Aristotle, p. 51). But, most important of all, science not only cannot understand but positively must deny the creative act that re-orders the relationships that intersect at a point. It could see the essential character of Socrates as a male human being but never understand nor predict the concrete act of creation that makes Socrates unique in history. To live by scientific knowledge is to die.

While we all have spiritual sensitivities, not all of us develop them. Moreover, your senses or emotions may encrust them, and you may avoid or deny them. If you remain, by choice or by fate, spiritually sensitive, you will pick up many forms or essential characters around you directly. While most of the people you meet today are unlikely to be exceptional characters, some are likely to be exceptionally bad or good. If you are a spiritually sensitive soul, you will be influenced by them. Moreover, sensitive people may be able to "pick up" the essential characters or forms of those who have "died." Being spiritually sensitive but not spiritually developed in the sense that they do not understand the nature of the spirit, they confuse the forms they are experiencing with real "objective" beings. Thus, they mistakenly embody these forms as things they call "ghosts" and "spirits."

There may be more truth in the words that Thomas Berry records of Chief Seattle than most of us will be ready to admit: "When the last Red Man shall have perished, and the memory of my tribe shall have become a myth among the White Men, these shores will swarm with the invisible dead of my tribe, and when your children's children think themselves alone in the field, the store, the shop, upon the highway, or in the silence of the pathless woods, they will not be alone." (Berry, p. 173) This ancient notion of the survival of essential character in "non-sensuous" ways may be more than fancy. The experience so many of us do have of finding inspiration to the development of our own being when we silence our senses and our minds and stand alone out in the forests and the fields may be evidence of spiritual contact we all-too-often neglect and abuse.

Finally, while all of us have access to eternity only few of us may achieve personal immortality. These two are hardly the same even though there is a connection between them. Eternity is the spiritual dimension where dwells the entirely intangible standard of absolute good and absolute no-thingness. "Immortality" applies to things or beings. It may reside in the form or essential character you were able to develop in life. To the extent that this essential character was truly yours, you attain personal immortality. Your form becomes truly yours only when it is a product of your struggle with the opposing intersecting relationships that give you being. Then your character really belongs to you. To the extent that you lived life mechanically, however, accepting the dominant and prevailing form or essential character of your times, your immortality is not your own. You have not attained personal immortality but participate in immortality only as a member of the human race.

You may, of course, get help from others of the present and past, those blessed with personal immortality, for the development of your essential character. Inspired by myths and ancient ancestors -- a Socrates, Christ, Buddha, Mohammad -- you may find, acquire, and develop your own spirit. You enter into the company of these immortals before death, and when you die you remain with them. It would matter little whether your life remained in the memory of others still alive as do the stories of Christ and Buddha. You would remain, like the Native American Indians with your essential character communing with all spiritually sensitive future generations. Unfortunately, all essential characters that are exceptional in any way equally attain spiritual power and influence. A basically malevolent essential character can have malevolent influence when alive, when preserved in stories, and, once dead. Its form reverberates throughout the ages as much as the that of the purest saint.